Spiderr's blog


I'm so depressed. I know, it's been weeks and I should be over it all, but I'm not. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sorry. I just....

Thank you. Thank you so much for all the help you've given me. No matter what you will always be my favorite band. I love you guys. It fucking sucks I never got to shake your hand and tell you how much you ment to me. I'll miss you dearly, but I hope to god when I wake up tomorrow morning, it'll just be my imagination. That none of this happened. I am heart broken...but I understand. For me, this isn't goodbye. Because you'll always be there for me to fall back on. But please.....we cant just mean a 5 lined paragraph. What about MCR5? We can't just mean a 5 lined paragraph. We can't.

Hey Killjoys! Whats up? I havent been on in ages :D

sigh. i wanna rant but i feel like no one will care.

MERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY XMAS MCRMY!!!!!

Happy Christmas, Yule, Hannukah, Kwanza, and any other holiday around this time! :D I love you MCRmy! <3

There's alot this song does for me. Cry, smile [edited] I want to do when I hear this is cry. Let it all out. This what MCR does for me, and I am so grateful. Thank you, Gerard. Thank you, Frank. Thank you, Mikey. Thank you, Ray. Thank you, Bob. Thank you for taking those feelings, those urges, those thoughts, those seconds, those minutes, those nights, those days, those weeks, and just having such a big impact on my life. These past 4 years have been hell, and some days I just cant take it. Its all to much. Turn on music, and it's always there. Always will be there. Always was there.

This explains alot of how I feel. I really like this song. And I dont even like country :o