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I'm so depressed. I know, it's been weeks and I should be over it all, but I'm not. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sorry. I just....

Thank you. Thank you so much for all the help you've given me. No matter what you will always be my favorite band. I love you guys. It fucking sucks I never got to shake your hand and tell you how much you ment to me. I'll miss you dearly, but I hope to god when I wake up tomorrow morning, it'll just be my imagination. That none of this happened. I am heart broken...but I understand. For me, this isn't goodbye. Because you'll always be there for me to fall back on. But please.....we cant just mean a 5 lined paragraph. What about MCR5? We can't just mean a 5 lined paragraph. We can't. I know, I sound selfish asking for more but I don't know if the MCRmy can go on with a 5 line paragraph as a memory.

So Long And Goodnight, Keep Running, and Never Let Them Steal The Light Behind Your Eyes, Demolition Lovers.

xoxoxoxoxo

XCYANIDE SPIDERRX

Hey Killjoys! Whats up? I havent been on in ages :D

sigh. i wanna rant but i feel like no one will care.

MERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY XMAS MCRMY!!!!!

Happy Christmas, Yule, Hannukah, Kwanza, and any other holiday around this time! :D I love you MCRmy! <3

There's alot this song does for me. Cry, smile [edited] I want to do when I hear this is cry. Let it all out. This what MCR does for me, and I am so grateful. Thank you, Gerard. Thank you, Frank. Thank you, Mikey. Thank you, Ray. Thank you, Bob. Thank you for taking those feelings, those urges, those thoughts, those seconds, those minutes, those nights, those days, those weeks, and just having such a big impact on my life. These past 4 years have been hell, and some days I just cant take it. Its all to much. Turn on music, and it's always there. Always will be there. Always was there. Especially you. You made those nights just a bit easier, just a bit less painful. A bit less...hard. And I am so grateful. You are my heroes. And the MCRmy? Holy shit, they've done so much for me. These people are amazing. Im just grateful. So grateful.

Never let them steal the light behind your eyes....

xo

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This explains alot of how I feel. I really like this song. And I dont even like country :o

some kid thinks i smoke weed....i mean im not straight edge, so i can see why they would say that, but i dont even look like a stoner. at all. ever.

1.) How are you?
Fine, I guess.
2.) Are you a dude or a chick?
Chick
3. Do you like any other band besides My Chemical Romance?
Yes. Green Day, Korn, Bullet For My Valentine, Asking Alexandia, Disturbed, Black Veil Brides, Avenged Sevenfold, Panic! At The Disco, Secondhand Serenade....etc.
4.) Do you like the color black?
Yeah, I guess. Its one of the only colors in my wardrobe. lol
5.) Are you an Idiot, a Killjoy, and a Deathbat?
Killjoy, Idiot, AND Deathbat lol
6.) Do you like anyone?
Yes. ;3
7.) What are your favorite colors?
Black, red.
8.) Would you follow me on Twitter?
Dont have one :p
BE HONEST.
1.) What is the color of your underwear?
Gray...:p
2.) Do you enjoy your life?
Nahhhh. Not all the time.
3.) Do you like songs like Whistle, Tik Tok, or 'Til The World Ends?
Only Tik Tok. I like Ke$ha. Dont judge. o.o
4.) Are you a girly girl/ preppy boy?
Hell to the fucking no.
5.) Did you ever go through an emo phase?
Still in one.