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curse this weight

im a 14 year old girl,i was born early so i have a weight problem,recently i stayed in my room cause i was stick and now i have to choke down food so i dont shrink anymore,i weigh 89 LBS soo i have to eat,lets hope i keep it down?

admit it.this is true

this is my favorite thing to read when im down,its true for all of us,and one an unrelated topic
my mum and her boyfriend are still here,and im stuck at home with them,this isnt something i can sleep off,something in me snapped last night and i just feel a hate for some people,i think my sanity snapped,and i dont know how to get it back.....

yeah,im smiling,but inside im dying

sick of trying
tired of crying
yeah,im smiling
but inside im dying.

my mums boyfriend came over and last night i could hear them "do-it",and they wernt even trying to be quiet,and before that my mom was insulting me,and it really hurt.i mean isnt your mom the one who supossed to see past your fake smile and know inside you just are falling apart,sometimes i wish jeff the killer would come and save me,or i could go into the world of adventure time where if your sad theres people to help you,i swear if i hugged anyone right now i would bust down in tears and never stop crying,until i feel ive

ill never understand

so my mom is inviting her new boyfriend over tomorrow,and she wants me to clean everything even my room,i dont get it,she wants me to clean my room jsut cause her boyfriend is coming over,its not like theyre gonna be in my room,i like my room messy,it expresses me,and she tries to be someone she's not,like she never lets me on the computer when theyre here because she doesnt want them to think her daughter is a computer addict,or that her daughter has another side that her daughter calls absthine,she doesnt want them to know i talk to things that arent there,i understand she just wants

preparing for absinthe

absinthe is my alter ego,who i turn into on the weekends,she computer addicted,emo,anti-social,lazy,stays in her p.j.s the whole weekand,and hallucinates,thats why i call her absinthe cause its a drug that makes you hallucinate,but moms new boyfriend is coming over tomorrow,and i hate them all,so to prepare for absinthe,i stock my room with food,a secret stash of candy,a drawer with ice and soda,endless amounts of wifi,talk to my imaginary friends,monster,jones,and bobby,and talk with jeff the killer,and probally lose my mind cause i have no school for a week,welp,next time i post,itll

i can make eaiser friends with highschoolers

today i found out i can make easier friends with high schoolers than kids my own age,like today after drama practice,me and my big sister ivy whose a senior we hung out with some of the high schooolers who didnt have rides but wanted to make sure we were safe,but i had funn,and i also sit like right next to my crush in fourth hour,today a girl was absent so it was me,my crush,and our friend isaac,the teacher was reading a book,so we broke the rules and ate cookies and played paper football with isaacs hat as the goal,i accentdly hit my crush in the face,but hhe didnt care we just laughed,got

id rather admit my secrets to strangers onlind,than people at school

secret: sometimes i feel as if people wanna put me in a straight jacket,im losing my mind as i write this,the reason is no one understands,i need to be in a straight jacket,its eather lond peorids of time when im anti social is when this happens,i only have 3 more days of school until fall break then its a week off,of being in my cave(room),alone with only mmy computer,i cant tell anyone at school this cause i know they'll tease me,i cant tell the teachers cause i know they'll send me to the counsiler,and i cant tell my mom cause i know she'll laugh or tell me it'll go away,i need someone who

slowly losting my sanity

slowly losing my grasp on realty,maybe itll come back tomorrow,if it doesnt some one help me

FUCK YOU COMPUTER ADDICT

i have two split personalties of myself,theres the computer addict who i am right now,then the anti-social,emo,skinny,weird girl at school,i hate to return to her but computer addict is pissing me off right now,making me go endless frerard,jeff the killer,slender man,MCR,and adventure time,and i have to back to anit-social me tomorrow anyways

FUCK YOU COMPUTER ADDICT

i have two split personalties of myself,theres the computer addict who i am right now,then the anti-social,emo,skinny,weird girl at school,i hate to return to her but computer addict is pissing me off right now,making me go endless frerard,jeff the killer,slender man,MCR,and adventure time,and i have to back to anit-social me tomorrow anyways

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