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Send me a message?

Hi everyone!

I feel quite sad & alone and i would love to have someone to talk to! You can just send me a message if ya want to c:

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I'm back!

Hi everyone!

A lot of things have been going on in my life recently and i felt like i needed to take a break from the internet. One of the reasons i stopped posting here is because my parents found the site, and yeah.....

But should i keep posting? I don't know if i should.... Comment! <3

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100 truths

Thought I would do this aswell! c:

1. Real Name? Sofie

2. If you could change your name? Probably not.

3. Obsessions? Bands

4. Male or Female or Other? Female

5. Elementary School? -

6. Middle School? -

7. High School? -

8. Want to go to college? Yeah!

9. Natural Hair color? Blonde

10. Tall or Short? Tall

11. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans

12. Phone or Camera? Phone

13. Health Freak? Hell no xD

14. Orange or Apple? Orange

15. Do you have a crush on someone? No, just band members. :p

16. Eat or Drink? Eat

17. Ever broken a bone? No

18. Pepsi or Coke? Coke

19. Been in an airplane? Yes

20. Been in a relationship? Yes

21. Been in a car accident? Nope

22. Caused a fight? Yeah

OTHER THINGS

24. Best Friend? Many xD

25. First friend you ever made? Alicia

26. First Crush? A guy in my class xD

27. First Word? Idk tbh.

29. Last person you texted? A friend.

30. Last person you talked to? My mom

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Thought I would do this aswell c:

So.... I've seen some other users on here to this and I thought I would to this as well so yeah c:

[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am an only child.
[ ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am left handed.
[X] I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
[ ] I bite my nails
[X] I can be paranoid at times.
[ ] I enjoy country music.
[X] I enjoy smoothies.
[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[X] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent.
[X] I have a pet.
[X] I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
[X] I have all my grandparents.
[X] I have been to another country.
[X] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[ ] I have or had broken a bone.
[X] I have caller I.D. on my phone.
[X] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have had major/minor surgery.

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Therapy went great!

Soooo..... Today I went to therapy!
I was extremely anxious at first but it went great actually!
They just asked some questions and I answered as honest as possible. I made it very clear that I had a hard time trusting people and that I have been feeling a lot better recently.
I'll attend there a few more times for them to decide if I need to get some kind of medicine or not. If I don't need that I'll probably go see another therapist once a week. I feel a lot better then I've done in a long time.

Hope everyone is having a great day, xoxo.

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Therapy today...... Help?! :c

Hi everyone!

Sooooo...... Today (Friday) I'm going to see a therapist....... I'm really, really terrfied....... But I'll drink tons of coffee before i get there so I'm all hyper and not so anxious xD

Anyone have some tips about therapy or something?

Love y'all, xoxo.

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Therapy.......

Soo......

My parents are forcing me to go to a therapist on Friday because of my depression/panic attacks/anxiety. I'm really terrified about it since I hate it sooooo much, and I'm also really annoyed since it doesn't help me at all. And me, the therapist and my parents are all gonna talk together...... It just feels like I'm going to get a panic attack, not be able to speak, feel really awkward, start to cry and run out of the room....... Tbh everything was completely fine before they told me that I had to go see a therapist, and since everything's fine I just don't see the point in going...... But they won't listen to me :c

Does anyone have any ideas for how I should convince my parents not to go or how to make things easier? c:

xoxo

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MCR's break up......

So.....

Sorry for bringing this up, but lately i've thought a lot about MCR's break up.
It really kills me that they broke up. I'll never be able to see them live, listen to new song etc. it really kills me.

Yesterday I read that Mikey had bipolar disorder, had extremely bad depression (when they wrote The Black Parade and just recently), that he was close to suicide, that he was an alcoholic and drugaddict.
Do anyone know something more about this? It really makes me sad to know such an awesome persone have gone through that much.

I also read yesterday that through Danger Days Gerard had got into "old habits" which I guess is drugs/alcohol.

And for they others inte the band, have they ever been depressed/bullied/suicidal or been a drug addict/alcoholic? Just curios. :/

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Antidepressant and/or Xanax?

Hi!

So I've been depressed and have dealed with bad anxiety and panic attacks for almost 2 years. Now it have came to a point where I can't stand it any more and really want to get better. I've tried pretty much everything except for meds.

I talked to my mom about this yesterday and she said that she would get me to a doctor and discuss it.
And I was just wondering if anyone here have ever taken antidepressant, Xanax or anything like that? If you have, did it help? Was there many bad side effects? What questions did they ask and what were your answers? And how quickly did you get them?

Love y'all <3
xx

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Feeling like shit.....

Hi.

So today i started high school. Everything went pretty okay. But just the feeling of having to go there every day, meeting all these people every day and having to learn a lot of new shit I don't want to. I've just been in school for 1 day and i feel more depressed then ever and it feels like I'm going to throw up..... All this is killing me and I'm really afraid of getting suicidal again..... I seriously don't know what to do. I feel so lost. I feel so numb.

I'm Not Okay - I Promise.