We had to do a album cover so i did my favourite A7X album, Waking The Fallen! =D
We had to pick an interesting album cover and copy it for our art homework. So I thought I'll do my favourite Avenged Sevenfold album and do Waking The Fallen. It's not finished but I would love to hear what you guys think!
Standing up for rights, left, right and centre =D
I'm scared about myself. My friends have told me they are scared of me when i'm like this. Right now i'm pissed off.
I'm mostly a nice person most days. and cool calm and collected.
sometimes i just get angry. but not for any apparent reason. i get really angry and i feel like i need to fucking kill someone. my friends get scared.
yesterday i beat someone up, even though a few moments before i was fine and calm.
my friend thinks i have two people in me fighting to control my mind.
but there is a third person i guess. this happens after the aggressive one. the depressive one.
He's okay. It was only a small one. But i still didn't like the fact none of my family told me! i had my phone, they could of texted me or something.
It just puts in perspective that i could loose him at any time.
Yeah, well the first problem was just self defense. What can i say? you pull my hair twice, i'm gonna punch you in the arm and shout "don't fucking pull my hair bitch". but i apologized but she's claiming i attacked her. good thing is all the teachers are "apparently" on my side (according to her).
Second problem is a bit more personal.
Lately, i've been feeling a little more than i used to towards one of my friends. I'm completely comfortable with myself and whom i chose to love. it's just i wanna tell her, but i know she'll freak out, seeing as i have a crush on her.
Some of you may of known about my past. Last year, i didn't have anything to feel good about. I was a reject, not one of your normal 12 year old girl. I was a freak okay?
Then as some of you know, i found music. But not the normal stuff. Old school AC/DC and Black Sabbath. Weird for a girl who only a few months ago was listening to Jedward...
This grew of course. Addictions to the likes of Green Day and Blink-182 and finally settling on My Chem and other bands of the same sorta Punk Rock genre.
Of course, changing when i was a bully target didn't help.
1. So Far Away (can't listen to it, or i WILL cry)
4. Save Me
5. Tonight The World Dies
I don't know why.
One time i was soo pissed off at my ass of a dad that i wrote a whole song in my head, then forgot it...
Being angry makes me feel good!
So i was angry at myself for being an outcast and i wrote this chorus:
"You can’t stand the way I look,
The way I dress,
but I don’t care!
You can’t stand the fact I’m not normal,
I’m not right,
That I’m only one thing…
I’m the misfit of the family!"
You guys help me with the verses? Anger wore off =D
7 (<- syllables of each line?)