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Blizzard, No Electricity, And No School. Plus Finals I'm gonna fail!

Well today sucks kinda. We are in the middle of a blizzard so my school canceled. Plus I have no electricity so I'm curled up next to the wood burning stove. And I started my Math finals yesterday and the teacher will grade them even if they aren't finished because of the whole have to be done before the quarter ends thing. And it's the supposed 'end of the world' tomorrow the day I want to go to school because I left something in the office, I left my coat in my locker, and I have my eyeliner and books left there for the next 2 weeks. Well hoping you all a very merry Christmas, Honika, Quanza, or whatever holiday you are celebrating soon. And I'm sorry if I spelt anything wrong.

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Hair dyed

So last night I dyed my hair black. I think it looks good and my sister said I kinda looked like a mix between LynZ and Gerard. Umm ok then I really have no idea were that came from and I'm not sure if it's a complement or not. She also said all I'm missing is red lipstick and 2 pony tails. So this morning I woke up to find... She put my hair in to ponytails AND put on red lipstick. Not in her but on ME. And it's like impossible to get the red lipstick off. I know rant so I hope you guys have an interesting today or night.

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Did I do what was right?

Ok so today well tonight my mom said it would be ok if I dyed my hair black. Well I'm still in the process if dyeing it, it's like waiting an hour or something well she just called me goth. Umm I'm not goth I just want soft black hair that's it. My favorite color it purple for gosh sake. And now my sister is starting to call me goth to. Great I just love my family right now my dad's probably gonna have a heart attack when he sees. Great I messed it up and I cant get it out now.

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Connecticut

I heard what happened and I'm on the verge of tears. I didn't know anyone in the shooting but it still hit me hard. Apparently my music teacher is quitting because of it. I just am shocked at how a person can walk into a school and kill little kids or kill anyone in general. My prayers are going out to the people who are being affected and everyone in general. No person especially a parent should have to get a call saying their little girl/boy was killed. I mean just thinking about it is horrible. What did the little kids or anyone do to deserve that.

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Connecticut

I heard what happened and I'm on the verge of tears. I didn't know anyone in the shooting but it still hit me hard. Apparently my music teacher is quitting because of it. I just am shocked at how a person can walk into a school and kill little kids or kill anyone in general. My prayers are going out to the people who are being affected and everyone in general. No person especially a parent should have to get a call saying their little girl/boy was killed. I mean just thinking about it is horrible. What did the little kids or anyone do to deserve that.

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Still here.

Hi guys I'm still here. I know my last blog didn't sound to happy. I've been listening to alot of music and I'm doing better. Umm yeah I also found out something about my friend that was doing that stuff. Well it's a girl problem so yeah I get it. Girls get cranky. Anyways let's stop talking about that and about other stuff I'm getting a free gerbil from my science teacher because the gerbils need to go. So yeah and I'm working in my biography on Gerard project today and I took the day off from school.

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I need someone to talk to.

Ok so I'm not really having a good week and I just want someone to talk to. It's just I'm falling apart and I can't talk to my best friend about it because she's ditching me possibly for good. I am also under alot of pressure and I just feel useless. So yeah if anyone wants to talk or something message me if you want.

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HELP!!!!

Ok so there is this guy my friend is dating. Ok before you stop reading this isn't a stupid little 'I have a crush' thing. It's a lot different. So this guy gets so much crap all the time and he feels unwanted. He self harms and my friend recently broke up with him but just got back together with him. Ok so I've always felt kinda idk weird whenever I see the stuff he does to himself. Today I just wanted to cry. He had stuff all up and down his arm. They were all fairly deep to so that made it worse. I just I don't know I had the song it for the hurt and stuff written on my arm today again and he saw it read it smiled and said he's happy at least someone at least kinda understands. Dude I found out he's really nice (not in a weird way we ARE just friends.) But yeah I actually want to kinda help him without sounding weird but I don't really know how to without writing a song or whatever and that would sound creepy. So yeah goodnight.

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World String Day

Today rocked sorta. So not really many Killjoys in my town but whatever all that are, are my friends anyways. Ok so the whole writing on the wrist and arm thing. I did it at like 5am so I wouldn't forget and it turned out weird. But cool. Anyways I'm going to do it again like tomorrow. Ok so I sound weird but seriously I know how much this band has helped people so why not. And does anyone know if a sharpie is dangerous if you screening get ink on the skin above a vein or is that just if you have a scratch and you write on it?.?.?.

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World String Day

Today rocked sorta. So not really many Killjoys in my town but whatever all that are, are my friends anyways. Ok so the whole writing on the wrist and arm thing. I did it at like 5am so I wouldn't forget and it turned out weird. But cool. Anyways I'm going to do it again like tomorrow. Ok so I sound weird but seriously I know how much this band has helped people so why not. And does anyone know if a sharpie is dangerous if you screening get ink on the skin above a vein or is that just if you have a scratch and you write on it?.?.?.