smashingcupcakes's blog

Hey guys/girls. So I was wondering if I should post some of my artwork. I mean a lot of people say I'm really good but I'm not sure. I mean some people can draw stuff realistically and I can't I mean I'm more of a comic drawer or whatever. But whatever I just want to know if I'm good from you guys because I figure you guys would be honest and helpful. So if you think I should post some of it I guess comment. And for the few people reading the story I'm written I might have a chapter up tommarow because a lot of stuff happened since then.

Ok so today was pretty bad yet adverage I guess. Anyways I really don't care about what happened at school. So yesterday my MCR jacket came in and it's awesome a little big but awesome. So afterschool I went with my friend to her like workplace. She works at lile a statuery and paints and makes stuff. Well I was kinda bored not doing anything and her boss saw some of my artwork she has showed him and wanted me to help paint a statue. Ok so I've NEVER painted a statue before and they wanted it to look kinda older so at first I had NO IDEA what I was doing. Well I figured it out and it turned out pretty well for my first time painting a statue. I might be offered a job sometime when I get a little better and my friend helps hire some people and they want me to like work there or help. I mean how cool would that be painting and making stuff during the afternoon. I'm just kinda excited that someone that is a really good artist liked my artwork not just because I was there.

Ok well I'm pretty much in shock right now. One of my friend's who was at my house the other day's brothers got in a car wreck at around 1:30 am today. I know that her step brother passed away and her other brother isn't doing well. I'm just in shock right now I guess because I talked to her a little while before it happened and she was talking about both of them. Wow just wow that's all I can think of right now. I know this is kinda weird to some people but I honestly am having them in my prayers right now. I mean no one should have to go through that but life hands all of us tough situations some harder than others. I just don't even know what to do now. I've been testing her but she had to go why does she have to have a lot of stuff going on now. I mean she's just such a happy person and so wa her step brother. Why does the world have to mess with some of the nicest people?

Like the title says my town/state is so boring. I swear we have nothing good here. No good music only the pop stuff. ): I'm pretty sure we don't have a comic book store, which is pretty sad because if anyone wants anything like a comic book we have to buy it online. We also have like no good books anywhere. Because everyone is buying Kindels and stuff, I'm sorry but I prefer having a book in my hands being able to turn the page. I know I'm a dork plus there is like no good art or anything fun. And that is the state people call Nebraska :/ I literally just got $10 and had no idea what to buy since there is nothing to get.

Ok so last night I had some friends over for a sleepover thing and I had my brand new Green Day cd on my dresser. Well after we dropped them off at home I couldn't find my cd at all. My friends are not theives and I'm pretty sure they wouldn't want the cd since all of them have a copy they bought. Well I sleepwalk sometimes and last night apparently I had the cd in my hands and started walking around and talking to people. Well according to all of y friends that happened. So yeah I probably chucked the cd out the window while sleeping or something. So yeah I'm not a happy camper.

Well it's around 4:00 am and I'm still awake with some friends and they want food. :/ we all just had tacos at around 3:40 am

So today was/still is my birthday. Anyways I AM NOT looking for attention people I just want to talk or write whatever you call this. But anyways it was fairly decent sure I knew what my presents wee since my parents bought them infront of me but I really don't care about that. Ok so yeah I got one of the new Green Day CDs (!Uno!) and a MCR hoodie shock i tracked is in Minosota (NOT to far from Nebraska.) So i should get that around Monday. And me being a book freak I got The Hobbit as a gift from my sisters I think. And my grandmother got me a little necklace box with a pair of earings. Then my mom bought me a box of earrings and said I might get to dye my hair after our Christmas concert next week. Yeah I'm kinda happy and I talked about me alot I'm sorry I got carried away. But anyways the book is really good. (: hope you all had/have a good day. Obj and one thing my friend always says on a Friday "It's FRIDAY! FRIDAY FRIDAY!!

Well like the title says it's my birthday today... Yeah!!!! (: I'm officially 14 today. Well today was good yet bad. I was in the verge if tears this morning for no reason then I just started crying when someone said something rude. Ok in nit sure about you guys but I usually don't give a sh*t about what people say but I was like all sweet and innocent this morning so I cried. Anyways last night I made brownies for my friends (under a threat to get bitten by one of them. Yes she bites hard.) So I made the brownies and that turned out well. I also found out I had a DETENTION to serve this morning and since I didn't serve it I got a lunch detention meanninh I got lunch last and had to sit by no one for the lunch period. But I kinda bribed the custodian with a brownie and got 15 minutes. We also had a thing for all the people who didn't get a detention this month and all my friends were out including me. The theme was video games an I couldn't go.

Yeah the title says it all. I feel like I mess everything up. I mean do I never say anything important when I should. Last year I was kinda popular but a lot of stuff happened and I have almost no friends now. I NEVER get to talk to my best friend without a 7th grader budding in or saying something really mean. I've been told I will never amount to anything. I'm called names, shoved, and everything aost daily at school. There is one guy I like and I think my friend is flirting with him and I think he likes her. I barely talk to my 'crush' because I don't want to sound lile a freak. I was told I can't write or draw by several people even though I've tried so hard. The only thing I can really open up to is music, art, and this website, because I know you won't judge me (I hope.) I can't sing apparently either. My life just seems to fall down at times and I'm left weak to the world and I'm never the same after and everyone just says I'm being my 'emo' self.

Yeah the title says it all. I feel like I mess everything up. I mean do I never say anything important when I should. Last year I was kinda popular but a lot of stuff happened and I have almost no friends now. I NEVER get to talk to my best friend without a 7th grader budding in or saying something really mean. I've been told I will never amount to anything. I'm called names, shoved, and everything aost daily at school. There is one guy I like and I think my friend is flirting with him and I think he likes her. I barely talk to my 'crush' because I don't want to sound lile a freak. I was told I can't write or draw by several people even though I've tried so hard. The only thing I can really open up to is music, art, and this website, because I know you won't judge me (I hope.) I can't sing apparently either. My life just seems to fall down at times and I'm left weak to the world and I'm never the same after and everyone just says I'm being my 'emo' self.