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It's seems like everyones grumpy today. :/

Yeah it just does. Everyone seems upset or mad or grumpy whatever you want to say. I know it's Sunday but that doesn't mean everyone has to be pissed or whatever. I'm just saying. :/

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It's seems like everyones grumpy today. :/

Yeah it just does. Everyone seems upset or mad or grumpy whatever you want to say. I know it's Sunday but that doesn't mean everyone has to be pissed or whatever. I'm just saying. :/

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There went a year and a half of my life I think.

Hi I haven't posted in a few days. I'm just listening to I Don't Love You and reading as usual. The song is like now my theme song or whatever. I guess you can tell that I

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There went a year and a half of my life I think.

Hi I haven't posted in a few days. I'm just listening to I Don't Love You and reading as usual. The song is like now my theme song or whatever. I guess you can tell that I

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So happy

So last night I posted something that o was freaking out about and I needed advice. You people helped so much. She's doing better now we had a long conversation today and almost got in trouble for talking so much. My mom works at a daycare close by and had to drop a kid off at the preschool in the building and told the councilor and got it cleared up. My friend came back almost crying but gave me a hug then we talked. But yeah she's doing better. And I'm sorry for posting that on this site I needed advice and this was the only place I could turn for working advice.

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HELP!! I'm serious I need advice

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I never win.

Don't worry guys I'm fine!!! I repeat I don't need help I'm fine!!! Ok so today went horrible. I've had my hair dyed black for a while and my friend dyed her hair black first and now people think I'm copying her even though I come up with the ideas but I just have to wait like a day after fir it to happen. But she can dye her hair the same day I come up with the idea so it looks like I'm copying her. And I was called gothic today just because I wore mostly black today... Normally I wear a Korbut color but today I just wanted to do something a little different. Then I was told I was a emo freak and a lot of other names. I just can't win these peoples stupid games. I don't care tonight I'm dyeing my hair back to brown or something I just hate all of this stuff. Plus my mom when she dyed it did horrible so itd kinda patchy so it makes it worse. And people are saying I looked better with brown hair because black makes me look weird.

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This is weird but....

Ok so my goal in life is basically to save kids lives an help them through anyway I can. I know this sounds weird but at my old youth group we watched a movie called To Save A Life, which is basically about this kid who has a friend that they kinda grew apart and the other kid committed suicide at school infront of a ton of kids including the main character and the kid goes through so much stuff such as getting his girlfriend pregnant while they are in school and popularity and stuff. Then the kid ends up helping a kid not commite suicide and then goes to colllege. That's the best I can describe it now but I like the movie for some reason. But I noticed this one song by The Fray called How To Save A Life and I adore the song it just speaks a lot to me expesially on stuff that has happened. But grayling I said this is weird so bye.

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School wasn't bad except....

So today was okay I guess. I stepped up for some people getting bullied and almost got punched in the process but it was worth it. I hate seeing kids getting made fun of even though I'm with the kids getting made fun of. I feel much better now I know I've been depressed lately and stuff. Well my friends got my text messages but couldn't reply since they were with family or their phone got shut off so I had some one to talk to. People's just been awesome I guess I've been avoiding a lot of people that are rude to me and ignoring them. I also had a tendency to curse around certain people but I've stopped almost completely it just doesn't sound nice coming from a 14 year old. I made a new friend with one of the new girls today she's awesome. One of the things I'm not happy about is on the last day I accidentally left my Gerard Way project inbthe office and the custodian most likely accidentally threw it away. ): I did really well on the project. Anyways how was your guys day?

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School wasn't bad except....

So today was okay I guess. I stepped up for some people getting bullied and almost got punched in the process but it was worth it. I hate seeing kids getting made fun of even though I'm with the kids getting made fun of. I feel much better now I know I've been depressed lately and stuff. Well my friends got my text messages but couldn't reply since they were with family or their phone got shut off so I had some one to talk to. People's just been awesome I guess I've been avoiding a lot of people that are rude to me and ignoring them. I also had a tendency to curse around certain people but I've stopped almost completely it just doesn't sound nice coming from a 14 year old. I made a new friend with one of the new girls today she's awesome. One of the things I'm not happy about is on the last day I accidentally left my Gerard Way project inbthe office and the custodian most likely accidentally threw it away. ): I did really well on the project. Anyways how was your guys day?