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NO school! And the pumpkin patch later!

Like the title say I have no school today. YES!!!! And I get to go to Vala's Pumpkin Patch tonight so yeah should be fun. I have one question for you all has anyone heard of the band Mindless Self Indulgence? You guys probably did though. Well anyways I heard about them a few months ago and thought they were kinda annoying. ): But then I became like attached to the band so yeah at first I didn't like them but now I love them. Yeah so if you like them what is your favorite song by them? Mine is probably Revenge. So yeah comment if you want or not that's fine too (:

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Life isn't bad.

Life isn't bad at all it's really amazing it has it's up and downs but I promise you It WILL get better, just keep fighting. Those words are all true remember to sing it for the world and not be afraid to keep on living. I love you all to much for you to hurt yourselves. I know I don't know you guys but we are all human and that counts for something. Everyone has horrible days some last longer than others. You are NOT in this alone I'm here for you I care about you please stay. I really mean these words and so many others if anyone needs to talk or a shoulder message me please I want to help. I'm NOT one of those people who claims they know everything about this stuff I've actually been through it to. So feel free to message me. (I'm not looking for attention I want to help.)

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Messed Up.

Kids at my school are so messed up. Ok so I'm not one of the 'popular' kids at school but I don't care if you have to make fun of people to be 'popular' I'd rather be myself. Anyway (I say anyway a lot) a few well almost everyone calls me and this other girl who isn't at the school anymore for awhile (I'd rather not get into it but if you want to know read my last blog.) Well they call us 'emo' for no reason and freaks and TONS of other stuff. Today some of the girls and a few boys decided to wear tight hairbands on their wrists so it would cause reed marks then they would walk up to me and ask if they "did it right?" I mean they know I want to help people who are seriously hurt and they went up to me in front of a teacher so I'd look bad like I told them how to do it. I didn't care really about being called 'emo' but they went further to bother me and talked to my little sister who is in 6th grade and picked on her for being weird and wearing skinny jeans and converse.

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Confused

Yeah so like the title says I'm in like shock right now. A girl in my grade apparently keeps trying to you know (I"m not really sure what's allowed to say of that phrase on here anymore.) I found this out from not only her sister but several kids joking about it in my classes. Her sister told me she's in the hospital now, but I don't know I feel like I could have helped her or something. I was one of her few friends she'd sit by me at lunch we'd laugh and talk and everything felt ok. She was called "emo" with me (stupid term) but I knew for a fact she did stuff she shouldn't have. I know she isn't gone gone but I just think I should have told her I know exactly how it feels to be unwanted. I'm just sitting here thinking that I'm pretty much wasting my life doing stupid stuff and not helping people. I know I'm sounding kinda like Gerard right know when he first started the band, but that's the best I can describe it and pretty much what I've been doing.

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Annoying

Today was ABSOLUTELY ANNOYING. Today more annoying than most days. Reason being is after 3rd period my notebook scratched my are and my arm started bleeding. For everyone else at my school my class wouldn't say anything but with me (since they already call me "emo".) some kids thought I did something that I don't do you can probably guess what they thought I did. Anyways one of them almost got the school counseler because of one tiny thing. Normally when they call me "emo" I ignore them because I know I'm not but today it kinda hurt. My best friend and little sister had to pretty much threaten people telling them I'm not "emo". I have no idea why I'm ranting it's just I need to take out my emotions and I'm already done with writing a song about it so yeah. I HATE the term "emo" it's really stupid I mean the wrong people always get called that.

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Yay And Nay

Okay I couldn't think of a tittle but it kinda fits. So off to the first thing I might ramble about my bands name everyone would like to say thank you for the nice and very helpful comments You guys are amazing. Second is on the dying of my hair. Yes I probably get to dye my for my 14th birthday coming up in November (Soo long.) but I guess it wont be that long. I cant do any crazy color because my school will make me dye it back to it's normal color. When I was in sports last year I Kool-Ade dyed it redish pink and then the coach asked me to wash it out because it was distracting or whatever. :( Any way's I'll get it done in a salon place so I dont have to worry about messing it up or worry about other stuff such as bleaching. I'm still not sure of a not crazy color if you have any suggestions go ahead and comment. I don't really care at the moment. I'd prefer to have it black because i have darker hair so it wouldn't be to crazy.

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Band names again.

So the band I'm in is still looking for a name here's the ideas please choose which one or ones you like. WE didnt try to steal anything by the way. The list is: Decoded. Ink'd Up. Chemically Ruined (DIDN'T TRY TO MIX AROUND MCR NAME THAT WAS MADE BY ONE OF MY NON-MCR LOVING FRIEND) Fallen Ashes. What is Fair (Anymore) Broken Code. Unraveled Wishes. Till the end. And last but not least Ruined. LIKe I said we tried not to steal any ideas or names if we did please comment and leave your favorite one or ones. By the way these were mosly made by our lead guitarist (and back-up vocals (Tosha) and my little sister/ kick-butt bass player Jessica. So yep please leave your thoughts and nothing mean please.

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Hair dye help.

OK so the title says very little and I haven't been on here for a while (school work.) So what I really want to do is dye my hair (I dont even care what color at this point but I prefer black or pink with black tips.) MY parents said yes about a week ago now their saying no cause I'll have to bleach it. I know I'm only 13 but I'm almost 14 (in November) and I really want to dye my hair. I have no idea why their against bleaching it then dying it. I explained to them that hair grows back and i could always dye it back but they don't listen. So what I'm really asking is some help to convince them. Sorry for ranting and rambling.

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BEST WEEK EVER. I think....

Ok so I'm SUPER excited for the new songs and I'm looking fonward to the new future of MCR. I loved Danger Days but the band knows what is best for them I don't. I learnt how to drive today. I know your thinking well she's only 13 that's WAY to young. Well I'm almost 14 and were I live they want us to learn how to drive earlier so it's ok. I didn't hit or run into anything and I only drove a few blocks not even a mile so it's fine. I was freaked at first but it's alot easier than I thought it would be. Hope you all had a good week.

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BEST WEEK EVER. I think....

Ok so I'm SUPER excited for the new songs and I'm looking fonward to the new future of MCR. I loved Danger Days but the band knows what is best for them I don't. I learnt how to drive today. I know your thinking well she's only 13 that's WAY to young. Well I'm almost 14 and were I live they want us to learn how to drive earlier so it's ok. I didn't hit or run into anything and I only drove a few blocks not even a mile so it's fine. I was freaked at first but it's alot easier than I thought it would be. Hope you all had a good week.