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I haven't been on in a long time and I'm sorry. Ive been super busy and this site just makes me want to cry at the moment. It brings back WAY to many memories. To all the people reading the story I've been posting I might put more chapters up but I'm not sure seeing as I was crying as I re read it. But I don't know maybe you'll want to read it. A lit of stuff happened since I've been gone. I'm sorry I guess and maybe I'll be on more offer and anyone who wants to read the story comment or something and I guess I'll start the story over and maybe this time with less breaks from it.. I hope everyone is ok. (:

OK so I broke up with my I guess now not ex-boyfriend last night. Well the guy kinda didn't get it and I'm happy he didn't get it because I'm going to be honest here... I miss him like crazy and I love him... Yeah sounds weird... Well today this dude asked me out and now thinks we are dating. I DID NOT say yes I also didn't say no. So yeah the guy thinks we are going out when I'm still with my boyfriend. Like seriously I kinda liked the guy that asked me out but I just don't feel like I can say certain stuff to him so yeah. I guess I still have my boyfriend. YAY!! But I have to organize the problem. Thats about it so yeah good night I guess. I don't have school since we are about to be pounded by a huge snowstorm. :/

Title says it all. Breaking up sucks. How do I know I just basically broke up with the guy I've been dating for a year because of a so called friend. I don't even know what to do anymore. Its so confusing people telling me follow my heart. Sorry but how can I follow my heart when people are constantly saying stuff and messing with me. Sometimes I just hate people. I know I'm ranting sorry I just I dont know.

So my school hd a Valentines dance last night and I attended with a guy friend. I thought it would be cool which it was... Well he told me likes me ever since Kindergarten... Problem is I have a boyfriend. I'm kinda confused right now I haven't seen my boyfriend in a LONG time. And I see this guy all of the time and he's nice to be around and I've always liked him... So yeah what do I do.

So my school hd a Valentines dance last night and I attended with a guy friend. I thought it would be cool which it was... Well he told me likes me ever since Kindergarten... Problem is I have a boyfriend. I'm kinda confused right now I haven't seen my boyfriend in a LONG time. And I see this guy all of the time and he's nice to be around and I've always liked him... So yeah what do I do.

I haven't been on in a while. I've been sooo busy basket ball, school, babysitting, the band, all of that stuff. My school is having a Valentine's dance on Saturday and I'm ging with a guy who has a MAJOR crush on me. Problem I'm dating someone who can't giro the dance because he is in the highschool (he's a freshman I'm a 8th grader so a few more months) Yeah so I hate dresses. Ok I don't hate them I just don't like them well I have to wear a dress, even though I don't want to. I wish I could not go but I feel bad because the guy really likes me and no one else would say yes plus we are friends and both unpopular together. So last weekend I went dress shopping with my family and got a dress... :/ luckily it's black and not super short... But it's strapless and has a zipper thing near the top front so it kinda worries me a little. I just hope I don't get kicked out like last year... I didn't do anything wrong I just had bad grades. So yeah.

So I have a boyfriend and we've been together for a year. We haven't done anything so it's actually nice to be around him without him trying to get a move or whatever. But I was going through my pictures on my iPod and I realised nmh boyfriend looks like a ginger version of Gerard. I'm not even kidding he looks like him and according to my sister and friends he acts kinda like him. I know heart attack but a nice one. So I texted him like do u know who MCR is and he's like yeah they are awesome have you heard number 5 yet?
Once I read that I had a heart attack almost I mean it's another thing that's awesome he likes MCR too. 0.o weird I know but whatever

Well there is a party going on that a ton of people are going to... Well I was invited but there will most pokey be drugs and alcohol. I'm sorry I'm not like most teens I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. And I don't want to now. So just because I don't even want to try it and I'm not going I'm being called a whimp. Wow ok really so when is NOT wanting to end up like some of my family a bad decision. I don't want to get all preachy here but I know what it can do to people and I don't want my future to end up like that. It's just my opinion. Call me weird.

Wow I haven't been on here for a while. I had like no Internet connection and I've been super busy with basketball and the band and school. So how's it going?

Wow I haven't been on here for a while. I had like no Internet connection and I've been super busy with basketball and the band and school. So how's it going?