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are there guys left on MCR.COM?!?!?!

i just get on easier with guys n feel less nervous n intimidated are there any left here?? if ur a guy plz jus comment or inbox me or something i get on better with guys n i want to chat but most of them seem the have gone :'(

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getting mcr new album xd

so my mom jus bought me the new album last week n i have to pay her back with interest :( but oh well i get the album xD

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1 year ago my love

one year ago (02/22/13) i met an amazing guy BlueBurnsBlack
i fell in love with him and i love him still
1 year has passed (nearly) and we both love each other so much
he saved me n gave me a new life
he gave me something worth living for
i love you BlueBurnsBlack i always have and always will nothing will change that
and if you just stop breathing ill stop my heart ill stop breathing too ~ i love you too much to live with out you <3
(our song <3)

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12 days of xmas my chem style xD - tell me what ya think plz

On the first day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
A Poster in a Pear Tree

On the second day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
02 Dieing Men
and a Poster in a Pear Tree

On the third day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
03 Dark Ladies
02 Dieing Men
and a Poster in a Pear Tree

On the fourth day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
04 Fabulous Killjoys
03 Dark Ladies
02 Dieing Men
and a Poster in a Pear Tree

On the fifth day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
05 Band Members
04 Fabulous Killjoys
03 Dark Ladies
02 Dieing Men
and a Poster in a Pear Tree

On the sixth day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
06 Amazing Albums
05 Band Members
04 Fabulous Killjoys
03 Dark Ladies
02 Dieing Men
and a Poster in a Pear Tree

On the seventh day of Christmas
My Chem sent to me:
07 Franks In Coffins
06 Amazing Albums
05 Band Members
04 Fabulous Killjoys
03 Dark Ladies
02 Dieing Men
and a Poster in a Pear Tree

On the eighth day of Christmas

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17 today :D!!!!!!!!!!

so today was my 17th
i got of friends earlier in the month:
nail polish (black - red - pink)
hair product
a box of chocolate
party poppers
sweets (candy)
a panda cake
panda socks
i got of family today:
a box of chocolates
make up brush set with pencil eyeliner
an MCR Danger Days CD xD
nail polish (black with a hint of glitter)
trainers
a gym towel
a sports gym bottle
a 3 month gym membership

all in all a great day :)

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i dont know what to do... plz help?

so um start of the year (when i joined) i met a guy
since then we became close friends and then started to date
we have been through some ups and downs
even when he got a gf who lived near him i kept to my promise and i was there for him
we soon got back together
but when he walked out i realized something
i realized i cant live without this guy in my life
when i see him on skype n stuff i find it so hard not to cry now coz i love him so much
then he starts saying things that are cute and sweet as fuck there have been times ive sat on my bed crying of happiness hes the only person who has ever brought me close to tears dew to happiness
i honestly dont know where id be without him
well i do back in june july i was so sick of life n he was the one thing keeping me goin but it was becoming too much and i started over dosing and i tried to kill myself a few times
he then left me and said he cant come back to me unless i stop

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17 on dec 23 :D!!!!!

yeeeyyyy 17 sooo sooonnnn n then in 1 more year im 18 n ill hopefully be in my 2/3 yr of college n hopefully soon after that i can pack up n move to america

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babe i love you and i will die loving you

so ik this guy i met on here n im in love with him
hes a lil older than me
but idgaf
i fucking love this guy more than life its self
i just wanna be with him
i jus wanna hold him in my arms
but i live in uk n he lives in usa
i feel that without him im nothing
hes my everything
without him.... id fall back to how i was before
cutting and suicidal
ik we broke up once coz of it then we broke up again
in the second break up i was so fucking depressed i thought i lost him for gd
i started to become suicidal again n i cried evey fucking day i sat outside in the cold n just sat on the floor n cried i just cant live without contact from him
every second was like hell
ik if i loose him n we dont speak i wont last a year i wont be able to cope
hes my reason to live hes the only one thats actually keeping me going
im fighting to stay alive for him
no one eles nothing eles just him n him alone

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a heart broken and tears dip

but why cant i be your friend??
ull soon forget me
ill become a distant memory
but ill never forget you
u told me you found someone new i lay there n cry talking to a friend till i slept
but woke up tears in eyes
u where the 1st thing that came to mind
the saddness followed
but i cat loose you not again - songs remind me of our time
our love - my loss - u have smeone - someone new
i hope shes everyting u ever want because you deserve nothing less
i only want you to be happy
i cant be the one to make you happy
but if she can then im happy for you
even though i feel a deep love for you i will let you go as a bf but i will always want to be ur friend

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im diying! :( :'( </3

so im dieing
not actually the coffin way
just inside my heart is breaking
n i feel so lost n alone without him
my boyfriend has gone on holiday
he gets on fb but not much
he left on 27th hell be gone for a week
2 days in n im missin him like mad already
n i go over seas soon
witch means i cant talk to him 16 - 22nd i think
babe if/when u read this i miss/ed u so bloody much
it hurts - itslke a knife is in me n it wont come out - at times when i re read our mesages for about the 1000th time it hurt ni can jus breath but only on the brink of tears
i miss u babe talk soon