when you feel extremely depressed, lonely, pissed, hurt, betrayed, empty, anti-soical, lazy, dumb, weird, unpopular, hated, a yell-target for your mom, unapreiciated, unloved and lost?
music isnt helping me.
my friends arent helping me.
art isnt helping me.
not even MCR, writing, poetry, crying, nothing.
i feel horrible because i am annoying the living SHIT out of all my friends with my depression. even my friends here! im sorry Zoe! im sorry Mia! im sorry to EVERYONE. im sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. im sorry.
i wish my depression would stop. i give up.