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Gerard's P.O.V:

Is Hot Topic (and this site :3) Yes, it sounds really stupid but it's true. I went to the mall yesterday with my friends (who don't understand my personality -.-) and I dragged them into Hot Topic. I was gonna get this Blink 182 bracelet, and this girl randomly starts talking to me about the Honda Civic Tour! :D I bought a MCR shirt, and this other girl starts talking to me about The Umbrella Academy! Those people were outsiders like me, and they were so, so, sooooooo friendly! Unlike my other "friends." I am a bit miserable right now, because none of my friends FULLY understand ME.

Anyway, how are you guys??? Anything nice happen today???
I'm stuck in a cheap ass hotel for 3 full days, sitting on a chair probably filled with lice, typing my new fanfic, wishing I was home, and suffering from extreme paranoia. Kentucky is just lovely -.-

-Artistic Agony (wants to be back hooomme!!)

Hey guys, I normally don't post this early, much less get UP this early ;) but I'm leaving for Kentucky soon. So, here ya go.

Gerard's P.O.V:
The door slowly creaked open. Fuck. It was Frank and Mikey. “Hey Gee.” Mikey softly said. He walked towards the bed, where I was laying down, and awkwardly hugged me. I squirmed away from his sympathy-filled hug. “Stop it.” I snarled. “Gerard, we just want to help you. You've been through a lot.” Frank frowned. “Fake sympathy won't 'help' me.” I snapped. “It wasn't fake Gee. I really meant it.” Mikey warmly smiled. He sat next to me, and motioned Frank to do the same. “How are you feeling?” He asked. I annoyingly stared at Frank. “You're really going to ask that question?” I snarled. “Dammit Gerard!!” Mikey stood up, and towered over me. “You have to get OVER THIS! You are driving us INSANE with your depression and Josie shit!!!” Mikey yelled.

Frank's P.O.V:

For some odd, and totally random reason, I'm going to Kentucky tomorrow. Idk if I should be excited or not... anyway, I'll be back Thursday! C: And I'll try my hardest to get on this site and POST MAH FANFIC!!

Oh! And ALLLLL of my thoughts and prayers go for the people in the east coast! Stay strong Killjoys! <3

-Artistic Agony x_x

Gerard's P.O.V:
“Fucking bitch.” I grumbled as Frank led me out the door. “Get off me.” I snarled. I shook his warm hand off my shoulder. Frank immediately stared at his feet, and faintly nodded.
We drove home in a silent car ride. I had so much anger running through my veins, I could hardly even think, much less speak. When we arrived home, I ran upstairs to my room, and slammed the door shut, letting everyone know that I didn't want to be bothered. I didn't want to speak to anyone, hear anyone, or even look at anyone. I wanted to be alone, and I better start getting used to being alone, because that's all I'll ever be. Alone, ugly, and unloved.

Frank's P.O.V:

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Gerard's P.O.V:
I ran down the hallway towards 16c. It seemed as the white walls were closing down on me. They were getting longer, and longer, narrower, and narrower, but mostly, more frightening. I felt like a child in the dark all over again. My anger was taking over me, and I couldn't think. Things that I could yell at Josie were rushing though my mind, 100 miles per hour... I snapped back to reality once I saw Josie's room. It was all silent, which I thought was pretty odd considering she was in labor. I stood outside the door, staring at my feet and working up the nerve to yell at her. This was it.

Frank's P.O.V:

Mikey's P.O.V:
I couldn't stand Gerard's depression. It was starting to even affect me. He would sit on a single chair, that would face the window only for the entire day. Gerard wouldn't move from his place. Not even to shower, stretch, drink, or even eat. Frank would have to bring him food, but Gerard hardly ever touched it. Frank would try his hardest to make my brother happy, but Gerard didn't give him the time of day. I knew Frank was secretly craving attention from my brother. I knew he wanted to have a little “fling” with him. You could tell it in the way he looked at Gerard, how he talked to him, and his body language around him. Frank wanted him more than anything else.

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