I had fallen in love with My Chemical Romance for only a year. I was either too young or simply not interested at first, but my older brother was the one to show me the music video for "Welcome To The Black Parade." This is barely my freshman year of high school, and the first thing I was looking for was some stability. I felt like a freak walking through the halls, because I started to get nightmares half way through the fall, and was being deprived of my sleep. Constantly tired, and it was just horrifying.