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9/11---My story

I was 4 years old, going on 5. My brother was 1. I was at home with my Mom and Aunt. They just came back from a trip to Ohio. It was a quiet, beautiful Tuesday morning. My dad was at work. I was sitting on the couch with my mom. She was watching her stocks on the news. I remember seeing the little green arrow at the bottom of the screen flash red, signalling the stocks were down. Then, that's when I saw it. The buildings, with smoke immersing from them. Since I was only four, I didn't quite understand what was going on. And I remember thinking that buildings were'nt supposed to smoke like that. My mom went to go change my brother, when my aunt told her they hit the Pentagon, where my uncle worked. My mom couldn't believe it. She thought it was the end. The end of the world in a way, she was afraid for me and my brother, for the future generations. I remember her frantically calling my dad, seeing if he was okay. Then that's when Flight 93 came down in Shanksville, Pennsylvania.

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10 years, huh?

My Chemical Romance. What do you think of when you hear that name? Epic hair colors? Amazing 'fros? Mourning glasses and Pansy? Unicorns? Different drummers? Bullets? Three Cheers? Parade? Danger Days? Gerard? Mikey? Ray? Frank? Matt? Bob? Japan? An army? A desert? An apocolypse? Vibrancy? Life? Pumpkin pie? Twizzlers? Death? Vampires? Comics? Spiders? Eagle tallons? Arts and crafts? Transformers? Teenagers? Masks? Art? Summertime? Revenge? New Jersey? Sparkly bass guitars? Concerts? Dreams coming true? Love? Acceptance?

For me, a Family.
Love you guys. All of you. As a family. Happy 10 years guys. Many more. And thank you, Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Ray, Bob, and Matt. For everything. For being there for me, in a time nobody was. Because of you, I am who I am. Beatiful, but keepin it ugly.

Love you and Thank you,
Katia. A.K.A. Silent Star

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The Help

I just came back from the movie theaters. . . I saw The Help with my mom. It was a great movie, I have to admit. I actually got teary eyed, and I never cry at movies. The last time I cried at the movies was when I saw the last Harry Potter. Anyway, it takes place late 1940s- early 50s in Mississippi. That means it takes place when rasicism was at its worst. Why did people treat each other as they did? And the sad part of it is is that its still out there somewhere. Its a horrible thing, to be discriminated. I strongly recommend The Help, you guys really need to see it. As I left the movies, me and my mom stopped by my local bookstore, Borders, for its going out of buisness and closing its doors this thursday. I thought I was going to loose it there. But I stayed strong. I've always had a special connection with books. I just don't know why. Its just so sad that its going out of buisness. I give Barnes&Nobles a year.

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Happy 31st Birthday Mikey :)

I just wanted to say that you are by far the BEST bass player there is. You are awesomly awesome to your unreal love of unicorns, to epic bass playing, and to your awesome poker face:) Thank you so much for being there for me, and the rest of the MCRmy. HAPPY BIRHTDAY MIKEY!!!!!!!

xoxo
Silent Star

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I am so confused right now

its not even funny. I guess its a mutual feeling that you get in high school. Confusion, caused by new people. New situations, new choices I have to make. Its somehow caused by my past, and the people from my past. Where do I draw that line? Anyways, I just needed to say that^^^^^and it felt good. I'll have to see Monday, if my confusion is true or not. In the meantime, its eating me alive.

Stuck in Silence,
Silent Star

P.s. As I promised, here's another one of my photos. [I own it, no copywriting please, blah blah blah, and all that jazz. But feel free to save it for like your desktop pic (only)] This one's called "Feel Free, Fly Free." It was taken on a plane on the way to Seattle. I think we were flying over Canada.

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Her Eyes and Their Lies Chapter 5

[Serena]---I sat in my room, blasting classic Queen, and hearing my sister singing along down stairs. I was drowning in Algebra homework. I looked over at my clock, it read 11 pm. Laying next to my clock was my small switch-blade knife. I quickly looked away from it, remembering Gerard's words, "Its just not worth it." I continued to do my Algebra homework. But suddenly I heard rocks being thrown at my window. I got up from my desk chair, and ran over to my window. It was Mikey, surprisingly. I opened my window, and looked down at Mikey. "Hey, what's up?" I asked. "Gerard never came home Serena. Do you know where he went?" Mikey said, with a straight face, though I could tell he wanted to cry. "What?!?" I said a little to loudly. "He never came home after walking you home," Mikey redundantly said. My eyes grew wide. "Where could he be?" I thought. "I'll be down in a second," I said to Mikey. I closed the window, put on my coat and ran downstairs.

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Some of my pics:)

Photography's one of my things I like to do to kill time, ya know?
Anyways, the first one's called "Heaven Help Us," after the amazing MCR song<3
the second one's called "Old North Church," because, well, it is the side of the Old North Church

please, no copywriting, I own these pictures.
but feel free to save them for ur computer screen wallpaper [ONLY]

um. . . so how are they? comment if u want more:)

Stuck in Silence,
Silent Star

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Her Eyes and Their Lies Chapter 4

[Gerard]----"Pass the chips Frank," Ray said, holding out his hand for Frank to finally give up the chips. "Ugh, fine!" Frank said, handing over the chips. We were all at Ray's place watching Transformers 2. It was about 9:30 pm on a Friday night. I saw this movie before, and honestly, Megan Fox is annoying. I looked out the window and I saw Serena walking on the sidewalk. In the corner of my eye I saw Mikey look out the window too. "What is she doing out this late? She could get mugged ya know," my brother said. He was right. "I'll be right back," I said as I got up and went outside. I ran after her. "Serena!" I called her. She jumped and turned around. We were both standing underneath the street light, freezing in the cold New Jersey air. "Jesus, Gerard! You scared me," she laughed, still nervy. "Sorry, but what are you doing out this late at night? Especially in this neighborhood," I asked. "I-I-I was on the way to the church that's on the corner," Serena stuttered at first.

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High School OMGees

How tyoical is the title? Anyway, today was interesting. . . Being it my 2nd day of high school. First, I walked into the WRONG classroom. The classroom I had to be in was on the 4th floor, I was on the 1st. So I was late for Health. . . . Another thing was I almost fell down the stairs. Next, I forgot my Latin texbook in my locker, so I had to go ask my Latin teacher if I could get it. Now, my Latin teacher has like, NO emotion. She said "Yes, um, hurry, be quick about it," in about the most mono-tone voice possible. So I couldn't tell if she was mad or what. So I went to my locker. I dialed my combination, and of course, my locker doesn't open! I try and try and try, till the 5th time it opens, then I get my Latin book. So I had to run back to my Latin class. So yeah, the whole day was interesting. . . Hopefully tomorrow's better, and wish me luck on my Latin test! lolXD

Stuck in Silence,
Silent Star

p.s the next part of my fanfic will be up tomorrow, I promise!

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All Time Low

Goin to a concert!!!! With a new friend of mine I just met. She's really into them. Me, on the other hand, only now a few songs. Any recomendations????

Stuck in Silence,
Silent Star