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first not-depressing blog

guess who doesn't want to go to school? that's right. me.
i feel like a downright teenage girl saying this, but the only reasons i go to school are because of:
1. friends
2. my parents making me
3. me wanting a future
really, i just don't want to go to school because i don't want to have to go to my first three periods (science, math, english). english is full of a bunch of dipwads. i literally sit there, bored out of my mind, even though the teacher is cool. i don't want to go to math just because i suck at math and i hate it. it has too many... numbers?

to be honest, i don't have a title

I've never posted on the MCR website before. I'm not the best at it, but I can usually control my anger and have never really felt the need to ramble on the topic of my emotions before, but I've always thought if I ever needed to, this would be the place to do it. So here I am.
The last couple of months I've been feeling sort of hollow. Like something's been missing from my life. I don't think it's depression- I know the signs of it- but I think the stress from school's been influencing the hollowness... if that makes sense.