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To Chemical Insanity

I am very sorry for my long absent on your shoulder. I did not mean to hurt you this way. I did not mean to make you feel that I don't care about you anymore.
In truth, you are wrong. I care about you a lot but I am afraid of messing things up for you when my intention is to help you.
I hope that you still live strong so I can hear you one more time, and do things right from now on. I am very sorry for myself, and I am very sorry for your untamed sorrow.
I will be there for you, now and then. As long as you keep breathing for me.
God Speed Love, my dearest friend.

Psst! I Gotta Ask Something...

Do you guys have any really good acoustic songs or covers from any songs from MCR, Sleeping With Sirens, Bring Me The Horizon (especially this band), and Black Veil Brides?
If you have even better songs from any other band or singer, that would be awesome.
I just want---Do you know about mixtape? You find certain good, favourite songs on the radio and you recorded it on a small cassette tape, and you share it to your friends, your loved ones and even the person of your interest.

I don't believe in luck, so that's why I wsh for strength.
It's the first week of a new semester in my architecture course. So far, so good, don't worry about that. I'm just worried if I have to withdraw a certain subject because I may not be strong enough to handle the task given in that subject. Yeah, I'm doubting my future. Who doesn't do that all the time?
Anyway, I just need enough support to keep me sane, strong, and happy. Even if it is just a little (That's a lie--I want lots and lots of support!)
Also, I feel like I need to address something to some of you guys (especially my

A Challenge From Me (Because That's What Trendy Here, Right?)

What is your very first concert you ever went to in your entire life? And tell us how was it in detail and heart (if you have one)?

Last Night Was Linkin Park's Night

Last night, me and my sister went to see Linkin Park performed live in our homeland for their final show for Living Things World Tour. Upon our arrival, the line was already incredibly long, more than 20metres long, even though it was only two hours before the show. As we were waiting in the line for about an half an hour, we could hear a welcoming shouts from what I believed were the VIP fans as well as the Linkin Park Underground members to their favourite band.
I was very jealous they could meet them in person, being signed autograph and take pictures with them.

The Worst Thing I'd Never Want It To Happen

It is re-sitting an exam.

I have never experience something like this, and I have always hope it will never happen.
Sadly, because of my lack of intelligence, I am going to deal with this.

I am a disgraced to my family. I am an incredible disappointment in their life. I know I might be overreact to this thing but I can't help feeling this fucked up. I can't help it. I fear of failure. I fear of disappointment. I fear of hatred.

I have to start studying, again. But I wish to have someone to help me, emotionally. Because I don't think I can encourage myself to study.

Thanks for reading.

Have A Nice Eid Fitr Celebration to All Muslims of MCRMY

The fasting month is over for this year and I can finally eat when the sun is out again.
And we usually have this kind of celebration to say "Goodbye fasting, and goodbye yesterdays, and hello food , and hello presents". It's a week of forgiving, family and prosperity as well as gratefullness.
So, I would like to apologize to my beautiful friends and beautiful MCRmy if I ever done wrong to you all.
Stay safe, beautiful. Xoxoxox

Have A Nice Eid Fitr Celebration to All Muslims of MCRMY

The fasting month is over for this year and I can finally eat when the sun is out again.
And we usually have this kind of celebration to say "Goodbye fasting, and goodbye yesterdays, and hello food , and hello presents". It's a week of forgiving, family and prosperity as well as gratefullness.
So, I would like to apologize to my beautiful friends and beautiful MCRmy if I ever done wrong to you all.
Stay safe, beautiful. Xoxoxox

Have A Nice Eid Fitr Celebration to All Muslims of MCRMY

The fasting month is over for this year and I can finally eat when the sun is out again.
And we usually have this kind of celebration to say "Goodbye fasting, and goodbye yesterdays, and hello food , and hello presents". It's a week of forgiving, family and prosperity as well as gratefullness.
So, I would like to apologize to my beautiful friends and beautiful MCRmy if I ever done wrong to you all.
Stay safe, beautiful. Xoxoxox

Have A Nice Eid Fitr Celebration to All Muslims of MCRMY

The fasting month is over for this year and I can finally eat when the sun is out again.
And we usually have this kind of celebration to say "Goodbye fasting, and goodbye yesterdays, and hello food , and hello presents". It's a week of forgiving, family and prosperity as well as gratefullness.
So, I would like to apologize to my beautiful friends and beautiful MCRmy if I ever done wrong to you all.
Stay safe, beautiful. Xoxoxox

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