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the saddest man in the world: a poetic friend

CHAPTER 2: A Poetic Friend

She was....special, and 15. I found her very attractive with or without a smile. I know it is very weird to say that, especially when you realized that I am 5 years older than her, which technically makes me a pedophile. But she was a special person to me who never have a single friend.

I met her in the Cherolle Mance Garden. Not inside the Cherolle Mance Garden, but beyond the forbidden path to where the sun is being swallowed by the Red Ocean. Me and few visitors of the garden found her standing on that ledge--only her.

the saddest man in the world: a poetic friend

CHAPTER 2: A Poetic Friend

She was....special, and 15. I found her very attractive with or without a smile. I know it is very weird to say that, especially when you realized that I am 5 years older than her, which technically makes me a pedophile. But she was a special person to me who never have a single friend.

I met her in the Cherolle Mance Garden. Not inside the Cherolle Mance Garden, but beyond the forbidden path to where the sun is being swallowed by the Red Ocean. Me and few visitors of the garden found her standing on that ledge--only her.

the saddest man in the world: heartbroken

CHAPTER 1: HEARTBROKEN

There she goes. Disappeared like dust. Never to be heard again. It sickens me.

I love her. And I hate her. She made me feel like I'm on top of the world. And then, she made me feel like I'm just nothing. She let me rest in her arms, just like I let her rest in mine. I feel like we're lovers. And I wished we were, but I was too afraid of to lose this friendship. Well, congratulations. One of your greatest fear has come true. God, how you are a kind, fair Lord.

((*sigh* Sorry, God. Forgive my dishonesty.))

I kept on thinking if I was absolutely the one her heart was

I need you right now

please, I don't care who you are but please come right now.
I need you now
desperately now
I feel myself shattering
I need you to hold me, please.
I need you to sing so close to my ears
I need to feel the existence of your wind blowed
I need to cry on your shoulder
I need to hold you tightly and closely and never letting go
please, I need you now
im not lying
im breaking
please now

I'm Scared of My Friends

Not scared or worried or concerned for them. I am literally scared of them. I am frightened of them. Not all of them, but some. Everyone is weird and crazy, even me. But day by day, their true color start grow brighter and clearer--and they become even weirder than ever. To the point where monsters aren't the scariest thing to exist now. I start to have doubts if they really are "beautiful friends". Because they couldn't be this scary.
I cannot say what I mean and why I said so, because I am too afraid to say these things that made me scared of them. It literally blew my mind and my heart.

am i wrong--or am i wrong?

I'm not trying to be an asshole or a dick or everything negative, but hear me out. Although I agree that something should change in this site so that no one feels sad, depressed and all that is blue--but us guys as great, beautiful fans of the late MCR needs to learn to move on and never let these things haunt us forever until we die. We want MCR to be one of our most beautiful memories in a lifetime, not let it be our greatest nightmare came true.

We must carry on, we must live on, beautifuls. This site is not their grave.

yo lonestar yo

reblog this message from wherever you read it on any site at all, so if she goes online at all, she will see our message. please go along with this idea, I really want lonestar to see that we care. use, here, facebook, twitter, tumblr, deviantart, message it to her, just get this across to her, so she WILL see it, and know we care about her, and that she has soooo much to live for. it's been too long without her, she needs to return to the zones!! also add your killjoy name to the bottom of this blog when you reblog, so she can see how many people care. :)
xxx we love you lonestar xxx

Mikey Birthday Happy! :P

Say it with me! :D

!Mikey Birthday Happy!
!Birthday Happy Mikey!
!Happy Mikey Birthday!
!Birthday Mikey Happy!
!Mikey Happy Birthday!
!Happy Birthday Mikey!

I know...

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School of Rock Reunion Concert :DDDDDD

Dreams do come true. :3

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