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Im insane
Drunk with
Depression and hate
I don't care what you say
I'll keep smiling, smiling, smiling smiling, smiling

Like addicts
Im a mess
Love was my
Drug, now is my laugh
A joke I'll never take seriously anymore
So I smile and smile and I smile and smile

Like fuck you,
I kissed you, and I hugged you, and I gave you, and I made you,
Everything that love is worth,
But fuck you,
I hate you, I kill you, I rip you, I shred you, I burn you, and I eat you,
But love hurts,
Yet I keep smiling and laughing and smiling and laughing and smiling

I smile when I cry when I find another piece

Forbidden Love

This is technically about me....And probably others that experienced the same way before and still a nothing man. So yeah....middle fingers to falling in love, and falling from love....woofruckingboohoohoolahoopoop pooppppppppp. (Yeah, I'm being a brat. Love it or shove it.)

We're just friends, right?
That's how it always been.
In my eyes, I moved forward,
But yours burned the illusions in front me.

We're just siblings, right?
That's what you always see,
Trying to be your man in armor,
But I'm just the hearth when you need.

Because I'm just an angel,
I am just an angel to you,
I am just an

I am not going to give up on her

So, today, this evening

I talked to my girlfriend nicknamed Moonlight. I told her this:

"I want to tell you that you are mine to love, to care, to please, and to believe. You are mine and no one else's. I want to fight for you. And I will let the world know, all the men who tries to steal your heart from me, that you are mine. And I will prove to you and them that I am committed and serious in this relationship. This does not mean you have no freedom. I respect your needs and desires.


So I just watched a new trailer of My Chemical Romance's Greatest Hits that includesthe full-length "Fake Your Death" song, and.....

You may not notice but I am crying inside.

Keep strong and live on, beautifuls.

the fifth time of trying to write this blog

Ugh....fuck....this has been like the fifth time I tried to write this blog because I needed help. But everytime I wrote something, I kept having second thought and said, "You know what? Fuck it! I can handle this. It is not so bad. I will be fine. So I don't have to find help." And then, I kept having a third thought after like 30 minutes later and said, ", I can't handle this. I really need help this time, wether I like it or not."
And this continues on and on until now. And fuck it, I'm going to say this! Right now!
I need a friend. A friend that's....ugh, I can't!

Salute in a stand with manly tears

The community page will be flooded with our blogs about their compilation album, May Death Never Stops You because it is out now! Muahahahah--oops, refrain from being awkwardly insane.
I really hope I can get the pre-order work. And hopefully, shipping is available for Malaysia! Because I'm going to buy two copies for my dear friend. :3
Anyway, that's all I'm going to say for now.
Stay beautiful. Keep your chin up!

Straightjacket, we miss you so much please come back and talk to us again, I miss you so much and you've touched so many hearts. You've helped me through so much, please let us help you. Please, you're my best friend

Sidtastic007 aka GalaXY TwinZ

This is a continuation of my recently posted blog. So, in case you are a tl:dr person (which is the peopleI hate the most. Fucking ignorant assholes.....sorry), here's a small details about the artists.

Bunkface-my only favourite local band in Malaysia. Their songs can be patriotic rock, rock anthem, faithful love rock, less emo more punk rock, pop punk like Green Day and Simple Plan, teen angst and anarchy rock. And they also do acoustic. The band included three members: Sam the vocalist and rhythm guitarist,

Amy Search- A legendary classical rockstar in Malaysia. Not a girl, that is a fact.

Rentak Laguku (The Rhythm of My Song/My Rhythm)

Hey, beautifuls.
So it has been quite awhile since I last listened to the local radio because I am not very supportive with local music in my country. One reason: because they are all so pop and too cheesy and too emotional that it is too hard to swallow all those lyrics and rhythm. Another problem are the lyrics. Don't get me wrong, there are good lyrics with beautiful words but they are beautiful words that feels meaningless at times. And some that are supposed to be pop rock, are just soooooooo lyrically lame.

Am I The Only One Who Ever Thought About A Danger Day Game For Consoles And PC?

Hello, beautiful people. I hope and wish you well. I am not taking a break from making Killjoy badges, just dealing with my departure for work and resubmission of college projects. More of those badges coming your way...if you did request one.
Anyway, as the title said, I just woke up from this bizarre idea of a game based on My Chemical Romance's Danger Day album. I don't know if there ever was a game based on that, but I'm talking about a very, very different game. A very HUGE game that can be played on any console including PC (what? I'm a PC user. I don't have PS4 or XBOX ONE....yet).