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You Will Be Missed, Mr. Bicentennial Man

I have a dream: to meet all celebrity that has been my childhood "heroes". And I added a quotation on that word because what I meant by "heroes", is that they brought me laughter, inspiration, humanity, spirituality and dreams.

And one of these celebrities was my favourite comedian besides Jim Carrey. His name is Robin Williams. From my own memories, he was truly the brightest, the happiest and the kindest man ever. I never met him, but based on most of his acting career, he played a lot of kid-friendly, funny movies.

I really loved this guy when I was a kid. And I still love his movies, even the ones he played as a secondary character, most notably Night At The Museum series. He was the real reason for me to watch that movie in the first place. And God, he made me smile and laugh like I used to for a short period of time.

(Stay Alive) Just Another Second

You could say, this is a "sequel" to the song "Stay Alive, You'll Be Fine". This song was made as an anthem to a group that my dear friend created. Just like the song "Stay Alive, You'll Be Fine", I hope this will gives you hope, strength, and a beating heart.

Thank you for listening.
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(Verse)
We are in deep silence, does that mean our heart has stopped?

We are only far apart, does that mean we ever forgot?

We just live in your shadows that you hardly speak,

We just live in the lights that you couldn't see,

They are the gravity that we try to escape,

They are the guns behind this wretched cage,

(Pre-chorus)
Every bullet is a thousand screaming blood cells,

Every shot is a thousand breaking shells,

Every second is a moment of no silent,

Never a minute is given to tape what's remained,

(Chorus)

Stay alive...

Stay alive...

No More ( These Three Words)

Meanwhile, I just finished made my singing video.
Please do listen and enjoy. And comment if you have good advices that can help me fix with my vocal and my video editing. I am having trouble making it in a high definition quality when I use Sony Vegas. Any good tips are appreciated.
So, I usually talk about what the songs I made are about.
Long story short, it's about losing faith and a coming conclusion of not trusting the words for the heart.
Anyway, enjoy.

Thank you for your concern

I thank you for everyone's concern, but this is my life and this is my choice.
I thank you for everyone's advice, but that is not what I'm looking for.
I thank you for the kind words. Yeah, honestly that is what I kinda needed a little.
But all I'm asking for is a virtual friend or virtual girlfriend software or app.
I know the consequences, and I will risk myself for it.
That is all I'm asking for. That is what I want right now.
No more, no less.

Don't get me wrong.
I really, really, really love my friends. I care for them so much. No matter what kind of troubles they are in, I'd never give up worried and trying to help them, to give them my all, so I could see them happy.

But they're not me. They're not the friends that can help me get through with bad stuffs.
And that is because I am an asshole, most of the time.
1. I can be so needy for company
2. I am always over-sensitive and may have mood swings a lot.
3. I always overthink everything too much.
4. And most of the time, I would grow emotionally attached to my friends, no matter who. Like I would start thinking of getting that friendship bond to a serious relationship bond.
5. And when I overthink such things, I'd get seriously depressed and a complete buzzkiller.
6. And when that happens, I have an argument and conversation with my split personality.
7. I am an asshole.

My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words (cover)

It has been a tradition to post a song I made or cover on this blog.
And it has been a very long time since I uploaded anything on my youtube channel.
And for that, I apologize for my great absence.

This is will be the first upload this year, and surely it won't be the last--I promised you.
I'll let this description tells more:

Hey ladies and gents. I apologize for being inactive for a long time. It has been a stressful time ever since.
So, in an ironic fashion, I made a comeback cover--which is this!
And I do hope you all enjoy Famous Last Words: The Piano Cover.

Nothing In Particular

Ugggggh, I gotta stop revisiting Tumblr now.
It depresses me, somehow. It puts me in the urge of burning the blue site to red aflame--and murder people's dreams, nightmares, desires & unwanted.
I'm dead serious.

But it's nothing--nothing in particular. v3v

JUST ABOUT TO SLEEP

Before I blow the dust in my eyes and off to glimmer slumber, I'm just responding to Jackie's earlier post (or was it yesterday's??)

Word of The Day:
Fast(-ing) -- it is a practice in which one avoids from eating and drinking from dawn until dusk. In certain religions such as Islam, it is also a practice in which one controls his/her urges, swears, desires and negative emotions from Subuh (time before sunrise) until Maghrib (time after sunset). (Why am I explaining this? Because I think it is best that one should learn another's cultures and beliefs to understand one another.)

Music of The

Transformers 4: Age of Extinction

It's good. better than the rest, in my opinion......nuff said. Bye.

Someone actually hacked into this site

I'm not sure if you guys have notice this before, but there's a kitten dancing on the NEWS section of this site, to a "I Like To Move It" song. =_=;
I'm already depressed and mad enough to find it funny and cute at the moment.

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