(Note: This is not a suicidal post. I repeat, NOT a suicidal post. Thank you.)
To all my good friends, I'm sorry I haven't talk to you guys. I've been going through the most terrible depression lately and it really keeps me in a negative light, especially to you guys. This is how badly my heart is breaking right now. I don't have the feeling to talk with friends, and if I did I'd show the negative side of me. I'd be mean to anyone without a reason. I don't feel like caring about you guys. I feel so sick and I just want to be left alone for now.
And I really don't want to talk about it.