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Greatest Depression/Sorry, Friends

(Note: This is not a suicidal post. I repeat, NOT a suicidal post. Thank you.)

To all my good friends, I'm sorry I haven't talk to you guys. I've been going through the most terrible depression lately and it really keeps me in a negative light, especially to you guys. This is how badly my heart is breaking right now. I don't have the feeling to talk with friends, and if I did I'd show the negative side of me. I'd be mean to anyone without a reason. I don't feel like caring about you guys. I feel so sick and I just want to be left alone for now.
And I really don't want to talk about it.

Please Pray For My Girl, Please

I'm begging you guys to pray for my girlfriend's safety and that she is okay and that she isn't hurt. Please, I've been scared after I couldn't get a contact from her.

It happened during New Years Eve (western time). It was evening when I emailed her. She was very sicked so she had to stay home while her families leave until New Years Day. So her mom invited her ex-boyfriend (who she had just befriended him again a few days ago because her mom told her so. And if you want to know, he's a freaking cheater!). My girlfriend doesn't want him to come over but her mom didn't listen.

I Learned To Make Friends/Thank You

To

maymay_10 (my beautiful super-awesome, meant-to-be-love best friend. I hope you find love)

gothicichigo15 (my ex but now my beautiful best friend who I care and love so much. Be an angel)

We_Are_Nowhere (my beautiful lovable good friend whose eyes, hair, nose and lips are adorable and her poems are emotionally beautiful. Love yourself)

I Love MCR (my good friend who is very pretty with glasses, who I care and love as well. Be better than be new)

corpse5 (my good Phillipino friend who I really missed to talk with nowadays. Don't give up on love)

lilchula93 (my first friend on MCR who is a

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I Learned To Make Friends/Thank You

To

maymay_10 (my beautiful super-awesome, meant-to-be-love best friend. I hope you find love)

gothicichigo15 (my ex but now my beautiful best friend who I care and love so much. Be an angel)

We_Are_Nowhere (my beautiful lovable good friend whose eyes, hair, nose and lips are adorable and her poems are emotionally beautiful. Love yourself)

I Love MCR (my good friend who is very pretty with glasses, who I care and love as well. Be better than be new)

corpse5 (my good Phillipino friend who I really missed to talk with nowadays. Don't give up on love)

lilchula93 (my first friend on MCR who is a

I Learned To Made Friends This Year/Thank You

To

maymay_10 (my beautiful super-awesome, meant-to-be-love best friend. I hope you find love)

gothicichigo15 (my ex but now my beautiful best friend who I care and love so much. Be an angel)

We_Are_Nowhere (my beautiful lovable good friend whose eyes, hair, nose and lips are adorable and her poems are emotionally beautiful. Love yourself)

I Love MCR (my good friend who is very pretty with glasses, who I care and love as well. Be better than be new)

corpse5 (my good Phillipino friend who I really missed to talk with nowadays. Don't give up on love)

lilchula93 (my first friend on MCR who is a

I Learned To Made Friends This Year/Thank You

To

maymay_10 (my beautiful super-awesome, meant-to-be-love best friend. I hope you find love)

gothicichigo15 (my ex but now my beautiful best friend who I care and love so much. Be an angel)

We_Are_Nowhere (my beautiful lovable good friend whose eyes, hair, nose and lips are adorable and her poems are emotionally beautiful. Love yourself)

I Love MCR (my good friend who is very pretty with glasses, who I care and love as well. Be better than be new)

corpse5 (my good Phillipino friend who I really missed to talk with nowadays. Don't give up on love)

lilchula93 (my first friend on MCR who is a

This Year I Learned To Made Friends/Thank You

Ever since I started writing blogs and stuffs, I also took the time checking out unknown persons' stuffs like blogs, pictures, songs and poems on some of my favourite hotspots (especially this website). At first, everything started out with simple comments to each other's posts. And then, this one girl caught my eye and she was like me. Alone. No friends, no love, no one to comfort. Just music running into my ears. When I looked at her, I look back at the others who were living under the bed sheet with negativity.
And because of her, I've become a man who wants everyone to be happy.

This Year I Learned To Made Friends/Thank You

Ever since I started writing blogs and stuffs, I also took the time checking out unknown persons' stuffs like blogs, pictures, songs and poems on some of my favourite hotspots (especially this website). At first, everything started out with simple comments to each other's posts. And then, this one girl caught my eye and she was like me. Alone. No friends, no love, no one to comfort. Just music running into my ears. When I looked at her, I look back at the others who were living under the bed sheet with negativity.
And because of her, I've become a man who wants everyone to be happy.

This Year I Learned To Made Friends/Thank You

Ever since I started writing blogs and stuffs, I also took the time checking out unknown persons' stuffs like blogs, pictures, songs and poems on some of my favourite hotspots (especially this website). At first, everything started out with simple comments to each other's posts. And then, this one girl caught my eye and she was like me. Alone. No friends, no love, no one to comfort. Just music running into my ears. When I looked at her, I look back at the others who were living under the bed sheet with negativity.
And because of her, I've become a man who wants everyone to be happy.

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