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Just A Question...

Who's here into manga and anime of any genre? :3
But being specific....a romance, slice-of-life genre? O///o
DON'T JUDGE ME, DAMN BEAUTIFULS!!! XO
I only got into this kind of genre ever since I read this....~kawaii, migoto~ manga called "Say I Love You". Because it relates a lot about my life: A lonely, silent, sensitive person in real life but found beautiful friends from faraway lands. XD
I'd recommend you guys and girls, ESPECIALLY GIRLS!!--to read this manga and watch the anime. Yes, otakus (if there's any in here)! There IS "Say I Love You" anime!

(I had to repost this because a lot of blogs coming out and this one is supposedly important to be read)

Pseudonym Blue - Menacing Venom - Mortuoria - AllILove4MCR - some other Killjoys I can't seem to remember their names (sorry)

These beautiful Killjoys of the endangered generation...They're not my friends but I saw them each and every blogs they commented, and they are like...the trying hope of the young and newer Killjoys. I fully respect them for doing their best to help everyone in the family get back up again. They even tried to help me when I fell hard in the deep, black hole and I thanked them for cheering me up with beautiful words. I was also once working as the Angel of Hope--alone, of course. But after the worst presents turned to pasts, like The Minutemen, I gave up hero duties, turned insane, and tried to revive back the humanity in me. If it weren't for these Killjoys and my good, faraway friends, I wouldn't be alive today.

Where Are All The Beautiful Saviours?/Beautiful Ones Deserved Meaningful Song

Pseudonym Blue - Menacing Venom - Mortuoria - AllILove4MCR - some other Killjoys I can't seem to remember their names (sorry)

These beautiful Killjoys of the endangered generation...They're not my friends but I saw them each and every blogs they commented, and they are like...the trying hope of the young and newer Killjoys. I fully respect them for doing their best to help everyone in the family get back up again. They even tried to help me when I fell hard in the deep, black hole and I thanked them for cheering me up with beautiful words. I was also once working as the Angel of Hope--alone, of course. But after the worst presents turned to pasts, like The Minutemen, I gave up hero duties, turned insane, and tried to revive back the humanity in me. If it weren't for these Killjoys and my good, faraway friends, I wouldn't be alive today.

Ex Pair of Mental/In Love With A Thousand Love

Despite all the episodes I've been on, I still try to keep my head up and continue my solo band project, Ex Pair of Mental. It's gonna be a long run but I will try to keep the time short and finish everything before the middle of the year. As of you guys may know, I put out a lyric called "Another After Recent" last week (I think) on this site. The song will be a part of an EP concept album named "Heart To Dissect".
Here's another lyric of another song from the album called "In Love With A Thousand Lies". This song is a prequel to the "Another After Recent" song.

Can This January Get Any Fucking Worse?!!!

First, my breakup
Second, my annoying heartache and lovesick
Third, my terrible grades
Finally, my uncle just told me about my grandpa's sudden (I hope not too severe) illness.

What else could go wrong? NO!! Don't you dare make it worse, God!...What the heck am I saying? Sorry, God...

But really, why did terrible things happen to me lately? I never done anything wrong with our relationship. I never did. And then, my heartache and lovesick came because of that breakup. It annoys my friends. But I understand. Everyone's got something else in life to care the most.

Right/Wrong

My heart is just hurt so bad right now.
I see my friends here calling for help, calling for more than words.
Adding this, I feel like I can't do anything right for them anymore.

Right/Wrong

My heart is just hurt so bad right now.
I see my friends here calling for help, calling for more than words.
Adding this, I feel like I can't do anything right for them anymore.
I feel so weak and depress and just freaking hurt and painful right now.
I always avoid myself from posting this kind of blog because I know it will be wrong.
But I can't take it anymore.
I have messaged everyone but no one seems to reply.
I wondered and worried while I was having my heart fix from another stupid drama.
So, to all my good friends who are in a terrible moment, I am so sorry I can't help you guys at

Demons of Despair/Ex Pair of Mental/Another After Recent

Hey, guys. This world is so fucked up. Everyone, almost everyone is a fucking demon of despair. When you just recovered from heart illnesses, there's always someone...friend, family, relatives, strangers....who tries to break your heart to pieces again....purposely or not. There's always that someone, that demon of despair.

Demons Of Despair/Ex Pair of Mental/Another After Recent

Hey, guys. This world is so fucked up. Everyone, almost everyone is a fucking demon of despair. When you just recovered from heart illnesses, there's always someone...friend, family, relatives, strangers....who tries to break your heart to pieces again....purposely or not. There's always that someone, that demon of despair.

Recovering/Love You Guys

Hey there, my beautiful families and good friends. I am soon to be recovered from my greatest depression. I don't know about you guys but to me, a week of depression is pretty long. Seriously, I really can't do anything with all these negative emotions binding around me. It was the worst.
I cried a lot, I hurt myself--not that I mean cutting myself; I'd like to throw myself to the wall as hard as I can when I was that depressing, I couldn't talk without a depressing tone and voice, I couldn't enjoy eating, my stomach always felt full everytime I saw a meal served, and even I don't feel like

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