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I Had To Cancel My Meeting With Death

It was early in the morning when I posted my decision.
I was too weak to control my dark side, so death was my only option.
But I didnt know how to end it. I dont want it to look like a suicide.
So, I drove to campus. Death in a wreckage is a zero percent survive.
I was ready but needed the right time to do so.
So Conventional Weapons playlist, I turned on.
Until The Light Behind Your Eyes comes to play,
I am ready to end everything this way.
But when the song came out, I start to cry,
I couldnt do it as my grandma suddenly in my mind,
Telling me to work with all the best for my dreams,
She hugged me tightly and kissed my cheeks,
She said the three words I never heard anyone say in my ears,
I continued my journey with so much tears,
I am now in my campus, well and alive,
This time, my dark side is the one thats left behind.

©ExPairOfMental, 2013

I am sorry to make my family worried, frustrated, scared and hoping.
I am sorry for trying to leave you all behind.

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Please Help Me, Support Me

This is something that cannot be talked in this site. So, go check this blog on my blogspot here, okay? I need help...

http://nmsdailypoem.blogspot.com/

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I Hope Everyone Is Cool...

I don't want this family to fall apart because of the bad news.
I hope everyone here is cool. I know some of us are still mad and disappointed but I really hope no one does anything stupid to make things worse for both us and the band.
Really, I was going to upload a song to make you guys realized how badly this made me and other people like me feel. But seeing there's no more quarrel, cursing and hurting, I'm glad we are still a family.
I love you guys, dearly. This, I meant and I swear.

Stay beautiful, stay safe, and stay healthy, don't let the darkness take over your shining heart.

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Just A Question...

Who's here into manga and anime of any genre? :3
But being specific....a romance, slice-of-life genre? O///o
DON'T JUDGE ME, DAMN BEAUTIFULS!!! XO
I only got into this kind of genre ever since I read this....~kawaii, migoto~ manga called "Say I Love You". Because it relates a lot about my life: A lonely, silent, sensitive person in real life but found beautiful friends from faraway lands. XD
I'd recommend you guys and girls, ESPECIALLY GIRLS!!--to read this manga and watch the anime. Yes, otakus (if there's any in here)! There IS "Say I Love You" anime! Well, I haven't watch it yet but the trailer seems quite promising. :3
And even if you're not into manga or anime, just read the manga. I promise you, you won't regret it. It will change your life for the better. :)
Read it online, buy online, steal from the bookstore, go to Japan and buy one using your parents' money, whatever. You guys and girls are a smarty smart Killjoys. Be the rebel for you and your lovers' happiness! XP