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Yesterday Was Awesome!!!

Earlier post, I talked about the Bon Odori Festival.
I went there with the members of the Anime Society. Of course they were just acquaintances and strangers who likes animes, mangas, games & Japanese culture just as me. But I don't give a fuck of how lonely I was in the bus, because just as the festival started, I had a fucking blast dancing and recording and taking pictures of the whole event! But I personally think the best part was watching the taiko drummers play their instruments. It was amazing and beautiful! :D
I hope next time I could go to this festival again with my online friends! I'm sure they'd love to go to such festival! And we all will be wearing our yukatas and looking fabulous as fudge cakes and sundaes!! <333 ;D

I Can't Wait For Saturday :D

There's going to be the Bon Odori Festival here and it's a part of the Japanese culture! How can I say no to that?! I even bought a yukata just for this moment.....the moment to become.....a JAPANESE! *^*

~Turning Japanese, I think I'm turning Japanese, I really think so~

Best Day Ever *Insert Awesome Emoticon*

When I got back from an okay site visit, my friends stumbled upon their old works from our past semesters in an exhibition which was still being furnished at that time. And as I looked all around the room through the window, to my big surprise, I found my work hanging on the wall along with the rest.

It was my previous semester work--a timeline board that shows the--I'm going to put the picture here so that you can easily "get the picture" (skadoosh!)

http://islamshafie.blogspot.com/2014/07/project-1-historical-timeline.html

And it was my only group work that I worked on alone, because I got no one to worked with.

(Let me make it clear: the project was supposed to be a group work, but because the rest of the students already have their group and all groups are full, I decided to do it alone. And God fucking I can't believe it, I actually did it with flying colours!)

I thought I was dreaming

But I did wrote that post, haha. :P

Emailing to my friend

Recently, I started emailing to my dearest friend who I never forget and I always missed searly.
She was an MCRmy member before she left with "I quit" in her very last post.
She left after the break up.
She has been missing for a year now.
And I missed talking to her.
So with given chances, I emailed her now.
I always start with my prayer:

I hope you're resting well and with no suffering,
If you're still around, you can always haunt me,
If it makes you feel better, I'll carry your nightmares,
If you pardon me, I wish you'd hear my tears.

I cannot lie, but I wanted to believe that she is reading my emails.
But I never expect her to reply at all. I never.
I just want her to be my listener only, forever always.
She can laugh, she can cry, she can hate, and she can love.
No more no less, I just want my long lost friend to be my friend until my death.
Because she is the only person who can.
You're the only person who understands.

I Just Don't Understand

((Avoid this if you don't want to hear my frustration. I wasn't supposed to rant but this issue really frustrates me as it has been around me ever since I got friends online. So, please forgive me for venting. Please, do avoid this blog no matter what. Thank you. ooo))

If your friend asks you if he ever done anything wrong that make you feel unhappy and if he is willing to change, will you tell him even if it hurts?
Because I would if a friend asks me. IF he or she ASKS me if they done something wrong to me.
But few of my friend wouldn't even answer me when I asked. Seriously, that's a really big problem, man. If they continue being like this, I can never learn my mistakes. I can never change. I can never be a better person. Is that really what they want? Do they want me to stay being a bad person? Do they want me to continue behave badly?
I don't. If it makes my friend unhappy that I unintentionally behave badly, then I would not do that again.

Killjoys!!!

Does any of you beautiful people have a PSN? It would be cool to have buds to play online. We can play Watch Dogs!...COD: Ghost!...Tomb Raider!....something! ^^

Judge My 100 Truths...or less ;P

As stated in the title, I will not be telling all the truths about me--yet.

1. Real Name? Shafie

2. If you could change your name?
Since my name has like 7 words, then I would like to shorten it so it's easier and faster when I'm writing my name on the exam papers and documents. I still like my name.

3. Obsessions?
Me: Attention, singing, sleep, food & drink (specifically Seasons Iced Lemon Tea), thinking (whether it is dirty, bloody, positive, theory, philosophy or suicidal), games

4. Male or Female? Male

5. Elementary School? Not much since I have less memory than i used to

6. Middle School? Not much either

7. High School? Remembered being pretty lonely at a table for two students every single year, and outcasted most of the time when I hang out with my old friends. Nevertheless, there were still good, memorable moments.

8. Want to go to college? I already am...in university...not in college....or both....doing architecture (call me for my service ;) )

The Most Simple Thing I Asked Of You

I want my friends and acquaintances and brothers and sisters to greet me "Hi" first instead of me!
It's not that hard for you guys, right?
So, please--just greet me "Hello" no matter what language.
That's all I ask for. Just a "Hello"!
We don't have to talk because talking is super lame, right? I know right? So we'll just greet each other "Hi", but I want you to be the first to say "Hi".
And then, I'll greet you back with "Hi". That's all I ask for!
No more, no less. No talk, no hugs, no advices, no shows--just a "Hello".

~Just come and say hello, I'm not gonna hit you with a tennis ball~
Ahahaha, just a "Hi" or a "Hello" or a "Konichiwa" or a "Jello"!
That's all. ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

Whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehihihihihihihihi~

I need your honest opinion, even if it hurts

I had a fight with my friend.
It started when she gave me this look again: ._.
In other words, she wasn't smiling.
Usually, I would try my best to make her smile. And I did.
But she didn't smile still. Then, she said she's too tired to smile.
I wanted to know why is she tired. I made an assumption that she must have tired from working out earlier.
She then told me that she didn't want to workout.
I gasped and relieved a little. (Not that working out is a bad thing--she's been doing it way too much and way over-fatigue. She would complain about the pain which would got me worried and strictly recommended her to rest.)
But then, she suddenly said, "I should workout."
I got confused.
She later said, "I should deal with myself."
And I thought something might be wrong with her.
This was actually the first time we finally talked again since I've been gone away for one whole week.
I asked if something's up. She said that it's okay and that she needed nothing.

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