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Merry Christmas !

Hello, I wish a Merry Christmas to all the Killjoys, to Gerard, Mikey, Frank and Ray !!

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I am afraid of 17/69 common fears

Make an x at the things you are afraid of

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total So far: 4

[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ]

"Four steps" : Chapter Five

Chapter Five

Wait. Silent. Never-ending. Terrible.

Fear begins to overcome me. In the beginning, this is a kind of sensation, almost undetectable. But this is here all the same. Then, like a seed that is sprouting, this sensation is getting more present, more precise, this begins to plunge its roots inside my brain. Then, little by little, this is spreading in the depths of myself. This becomes tangible, this is reaching each of my cells by now. My whole body is under the influence of fear.

I feel pins and needles in my legs. As silent as possible, I try to change position. Impossible.

"Four steps" : Chapter Four

Chapter Four

Red leaves. Again. I am so fed up with them that I do not even try to resist. I let them brush against me, I let them touch me, caress me, wind round me…

And suddenly, they all fall down.

In the space of several seconds, I realize that I am now in a completely different landscape. High above, the vault of heavens is shining with thousands of glowing stars, all around me, the plain is stretching as far as the eye can see. Pure air is filling my lungs, wind is silently grazing blades of grass…

And the plain disappears.

Someone is shaking me. I open my eyes.

"Four steps" : Chapter Three

Chapter Three

We have been walking for hours. A pale sun is declining on horizon, and a fresh breeze has begun to whisper evening words. Nora is still walking ahead, but she let my hand go of, with the result that I am steadily slowing down, imperceptibly. My eyelids keep closing, despite all my efforts. My legs are so weary that I cannot prevent myself from stumbling over a stump at any moment. I am so tired… Like a sleepwalking, I follow the delicate sound of Nora’s steps. I am dreaming awake…

Or, should I say, I am lost into my deep thoughts. The fact is that I do not dream anylonger.

"Four steps" : Chapter Two

Chapter Two

Four steps. I am dead. That is the only thing I know by now…

Four steps. Strange sensation of being pulled out of my body.

Four steps. I feel light, ethereal, nearly flying.

Four steps. At the same time, I begin to feel the hand of the woman ahead in mine. It is warm now. It is soft. I cannot explain it, but I don’t feel sick anylonger, walking besides her. I feel… so much better…

Suddenly, I stop. There is something odd. Like a vibration. It is regular. Or, not exactly. It is speeding up. I try to find its origin. I listen. In vain.

"Four steps" : Chapter One

Chapter One

Skies. Black skies above me. Scraps of clouds fraying in the pale light of a cold dawn. I am lying down, in the depths of an autumn forest. A dying forest... A breeze is whispering across the foliage, tearing out bright red leaves which glide a moment, then reach the floor with a ultimate sigh... I feel so sad...

A sound. I turn over. A shudder runs trhough my whole body. Someone. There is someone. Hiding behind a willow. Still. I sit up with a cry of pain. It hurts. So much... Every move is hurting. As if I was completely rusty.

"Four steps" : Introductory Chapter

Introductory Chapter

Darkness. Darkness and silence. Oppressive and complete silence. Cold. My body seems to be frozen. My eyelids are so heavy...

Darkness. Still. But this time, I can feel something else. Something different. In the air. Around me. Something moving. Who is here...? My thoughts slide into nothingness again...

Darkness. Something is getting closer. I can feel it. Slowly. I can even hear it now... Fear. Anxiety. Doubt. Hope. Fear again. Steps. I feel so weak, so tired...

Darkness.

Stolen, boring...

I have no iPod, so I put MANUALLY all the songs in Windows Media Player, it took me a lot of time, and there are 7 hours of songs ! There are many and many songs, but WHY are there so many songs of MCR in this quizz ??? They are three percents of what I put, so why does it always choose MCR ? I have a wonderful computer ! :D

1. What do people assume when they first look at me?
S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W - My Chemical Romance :) (Am I so terrible ?)

2. What will be a big challenge in life for me?
Sunday - Cranberries (the week end :D)

3. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
Planetary GO - My Chemical

My Morgane !

Here is my first celtic harp ! It is called Morgane, and it has 34 strings. It is 9 years old. I looove it. I went to Paris last week, to see it at someone's home. And I bought it. And I carried it on my back in Paris, in metropolitain and RER. And I took the train with it, sitting next to it. I have been holding it in my arms, against it... It was hard, my back still hurts a lot, but it was so magical... I don't regret. It sounds very well, and it is in a perfect state.

c.

PS : WHEN DO WE HAVE THE RESULTS FOR THE HALLOWEEN CONTEST ???

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