Second chance animal's blog

You know the deal. Ipod or whatever on shuffle
1. When somone asks how your day is.
The Jetset Life is gonna kill you, My Chemical Romance

2. When somone tells you to cheer up
Night of the hunter, 30 Seconds To Mars

3. When your friend betrays you.
Firefly Breaking Benjamin (hmm funny thing is the friend who betrayed me. Her killjoy names was Firefly)

4. When you want to give up
Thank You, Simple Plan (Well that would've been perfect for the last one)

5. When you have a mental breakdown.
Awake and Alive, Skillet

6. When you decide to randomly rock out to music.
Castaway, Green Day

7. When you run away
I am a refugee, Drive By (wow that's just perfect)

8. When you take a chance.
Count Your Last Blessings, Sum 41

9. When you find a new song you love.
The Day That You Decide, Drive By

10. When you finally get free.
Cubicles, My Chemical Romance (Um yeah oookay)

Can't take the pain
Got nothing to gain
Im done with all this
all of this
its just a lie
but you cane make me die
I WONT DIE BITCH!
So shut your fuckin mouth
I'll shut down
and knock down you crown
You're just another fake
So go jump in a lake
Get the fuck away from me
You're another fuckin enemy
So shut your mouth
I'll shut down
And knowck down your fuckin crown
Cause you can't save me
I can't be saved
I can't be saved
So let me shut down
Let me go
You think you know everything
You should know I can't be fuckin saved
I can't be saved
Let me shut down!
Let me close off the world
I'm a lost cause!
So let me go cause I need to shut down
I can't be saved
can't be saved
can't be saved

~NightHawk (Thoughts? Opinions?)

~NightHawk (*Happy dance*)

1. If someone says 'Are you okay?' you say?
Looking Up, Paramore (Really I'd say "No you wear me out!")

2. How would you describe yourself?
Monster, Paramore

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Give Me Novacaine, Green Day

4. How are you feeling today?
You're Going Down, Sick Puppies (hmm actually I do want to beat someone up today)

5. What is your life's purpose?
When I'm Gone, Simple Plan

6. What's your motto?
Welcome To The Black Parade, My Chemical Romance

7. What do your friends think of you?
Thank You, Drive By

8. What do your parents think of you?
The Fantasy, 30 Seconds To Mars

9. What do you think about very often?
Pitiful, Sick Puppies

10. What is 2 + 2?
Give Em Hell Kid, My Chemical Romance

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Crazy, Simple Plan (she is crazy!)

12. What is your life story?
You Suck At Love, Simple Plan

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Hell Song, Sum 41

Put your iPod on shuffle and see what the Soundtrack of your Life would be.

Opening Credits: One By One, Simple Plan

Waking Up: Perfect World, Simple Plan

Falling In Love: Letter Bomb, Green Day

Fight Song: Underclass Hero, Sum 41

Breaking Up: Subject To Change, Sum 41

Life’s OK: Astranaut, Simple Plan

Getting Back Together: I Don't Love You, My Chemical Romance (Well that's irony for you)

Wedding: I'm Not Okay, My Chemical Romance

Birth of Child: Welcome To My Life, Simple Plan (hmm betrayal song)

Final Battle: Hooch, Sum 41

Funeral Song: Perfect, Simple Plan

End Credits: Exit Song, Sum 41 (um ok)

Ok deal is I started setting leaves and stuff on fire in the driveway and cackling and playing the Famous Last Words video. It wasn't a big fire because I ran out of leaves and my dad got ticked off about it.

And on another note I drew a picture of me stabbing my school guidance counselor (Drac) and my brother and then dancing on their graves. And their graves said rot in hell.

~NightHawk (Yeah I have issues.)

Your friend gets a text from someone who says they love her and she asks your advice when you've never had a boyfriend.

Yeah. Seriously a friend of hers texted her saying he loved her like three times. So then she gets all confused and like "Oh what should I do?" Bla bla bla.
"I don't know!"
"Oh that's right you've never had a boyfriend! Ha!"
"Seriously Anna? I don't want a boyfriend so you're accomplishing nothing by taunting me about it!"

~NightHawk (Yeah that's it.)

I hate this. I don't want to have this life.
I don't want to be human. I should have been born a horse. Or any animal really.
I don't fit in with anybody except animals and I can't trust people. I wish I was a horse. I'd be free then. Free and I'd have a herd I'd have friends.
God it's unfair! People suck!
I just don't belong in this life. I just. It's not something I can describe but I've actually run in a horse herd before, not on horseback, but among them and it was really the only time I've felt truly alive. Like I belonged with them. And they didn't mock me or call me emo or try to change me. They just accepted me.

~NightHawk (I'm trapped as a human and I hate it! Human's aren't superior. I'm cursed!)

I can't stop cutting. I thought I was done a month ago but then my friend betrayed me and I just keep cutting. Then I drink the blood.

~NightHawk (I just want my life on track! Oh well I'll write a song about it.)

On the one hand I got my iPhone finally. Yeah!

On the other hand got nailed in the face with a soccer ball in gym and I got into fights with my school guidance counselor (DRAC!)
So I wear my ray gun jacket and she flipped. I mean really.
So here is the conversation. (this is at our wweekly lunch group)
Her:"You can't wear that jacket."
Me: Glare "Why can't I break dresscode everyone else does!" (no kidding, you should see the sluts in my school)
Her: "They haven't been speciafically told not to wear it."
Me: Sits with mouth open in disgust
Her: "You can either take it off or turn it inside out."
Me: Glare
Lilly: Ok here's the shocking part. This is the betrayer and she defended me by telling Drac lady about a slut who was wearing a super bad shirt, like bloody and everything
Her: "Oh ok" Indifferent
Me: Thinking "I will kill you."
Anyway she made me take it off but as soon as I left her office I immediatly put it back on. So ha! But she has it out for me.