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"it's my boyfriend's makeup"

Okay so yesterday I saw my boyfriend's drama club play and they did a Christmas Carol. He was the ghost of Jacob Marley. To look like a ghost he was covered in makeup. Seriously, COVERED. Grey makeup and black lipstick and silver hair spray, but he did look dead like he was supposed to. He was in scene two only. So during intermission we went to make out (luckily his lipstick pretty much was gone by then lol). Half way through I wipe my mouth and this shit load of grey makeup come off onto my hand. FAIL. Then before intermission ended he was getting the make up off my face.
Girl: what are you doing???
Him: Getting makeup off her face.
Girl: from making out? *troll face*
Me: yeah....
Girl: THAT'S SO ADORABLE~
Me: what....
We went back to his house after and I'm like "GO WASH YOUR FACE." He did but he couldn't get it off his neck and glasses and it was pretty funny. He also washed his hair in the sink XD

Anyway... yeah... It's not my makeup it's my boyfriend's.
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That terrible moment when you actually realize you are indeed a narcissist.

I feel terrible.

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Hai guys!

So... um... did everyone die?? I'm lonely!!! I haven't gotten a message in days from any of my friends here!! Usually I'd come on and have like 10 messages. Now I have none.

I'M SHAMELESSLY ASKING FOR FRIENDS :'D

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depressed.

Today isn't my week. I didnt get into drama club for the second time. I was in drama vclub for two years prior to getting rejected.

What changed???

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...rant...

Okay so I was talking my upcoming drama club auditions and I'm really nervous. My friend Cody was talking about it too because we're both trying out. Now let me tell you, he thinks he's the best singer/dancer/actor ever. Ever. Let me go back. Way back.
Now I was in drama club when I was in 6th grade and 7th grade, and believe me I did not have big roles. Why not 8th grade? We got a new director. He was also the one at the high school. So I was really nervous because this guy has seen really good people before, but I was certain I would get in because of my previous two years of drama club. 8th grade year, last year, was also Cody's first time trying out for drama club. What happened?
I didn't get in.
Cody did. And he got a lead.

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Something I found funny.

So I'm watching Aladdin and in the opening song I always find it hilarious that one of the lines is "Arabian nights~ Like Arabian Days~" and I'm sitting here like "No shit sherlock!" XD
I'm sorry I found it funny.

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holidays...

Well I've never talked about this with anyone but I really trust you guys... so, as you know, it's Thanksgiving. Lots of food, family, foot ball, and good times. All true things but... that's not how I see it. I don't see many holidays as "happy". Not because my family hate me (well some do but not the point) or I always have a bad time it's just... it's nostalgic. I miss the old times. By that I mean when my parents were still together. True my parents got divorced 6 years ago when I was eight years old so it's not like I remember many happy times but still. I used to go to my Aunt Gale's for Thanksgiving with my favorite cousins and the side of my family that likes me and have a giant Christmas party at my grandparent's with my other cousins and I saw my family all the time and everything was good. You know how I spent this Thanksgiving? At my house. Isolated. At my computer. And no one came over. True at Christmas I still go to that big party but my mom isn't there.

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when I'm bored

I drew this in my school planner in school XD I used so much pen. My hands were sticking to paper with all that ink.

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For Russia Cat

Here's your killjoy~! I hope you like it. It turned out awesome!! The wings look amazing. I give my thanks to Maximum Ride for the wings lol

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just some thoughts

Since the "delete all blogs" button has been added, many times I've wanted to use it. As much as I would love to... I can't. It's a history of my terrible times and depression. It's just interesting to scroll through my blogs, looking at my ups, my downs, my lowest sinking point, my poems I wrote to express my suicidal thoughts and memories, and all the stories I wrote. I can't get rid of that.

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