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21 guns cover

I'm working on a cover of 21 guns by Green Day :3 believe me I would love to cover MCR but I have a big book of Green Day sheet music. Anyway, it's glockenspiel cover. I bet none of you know what that is. In simpler terms, bells. It's what I posted a picture of to the right :P that's the one I own X3 Anyway, I've been working on it all week. I've got the first two verses and the chorus done. I'm so excited to finish the cover!!!!

Anyway, that's all. 21 guns. Yup.

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If you thought those bells were a xylophone you are extremely mistaken.

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I'm so scared

People I might've known might have just died. I'm so scared their names haven't been relaesed, just age. Two fifteen year olds, a sophomore and freshman or two sophomores. At school it's going to be depressing.

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excited!!

So my friend said in her English class they have to write a one paragraph report on a favorite band or sports team. She's like "fuck this I'm writing 4 pages on Black Veil Brides". God I really really hope I get that assignment in my class!!! I'd write a whole freaking book on MCR!! I was so excited when she told me I so hope I get to do it!!

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Some of my art :)

It's fan art but it's art! Look me up on Deviant Art! im SereneDash
Pic1: Crona and Ragnarok from Soul Eater
Pic2: Fem!Austria from Hetalia
Pic3: you all know.

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my own thoughts

Have you ever stopped and wondered... "have I finally lost my mind?" I wonder that too often. Too many times I can't bring myself to face myself, to face the world. Too many times people have to snap me from my own personal hallucinations. I see them. Those who did wrong to me. Their voices and laughs and taunts all too real. Too many times does everything become real again. Sometimes I wonder if I have actually lost myself. I've grown numb, too numb for my own liking, but when I remember it's all too real. The worthless feelings of regret, sadness, and anger are overwhelming. I can't help but feel hopeless. I forget to breathe and I want others around me to get hurt. Even after the overwhelming emotions fade away I stay trembling in fear and desperation, lost in my own mind, as the world keeps turning.

So... have I gone mad yet?

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this is me.

Just thought you guys might what to see what I look like. I look so young here XD

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Thanks Guys

I really mean it when I say thanks. Thanks to all of you, even if I've never met you or who ever else reads this. I love all of you like my family. Because of the beautiful people on this site I got so much advice, help, and some of my best friends. I only know one person on this site in real life but others on here I also call my family. You guys helped me when I was going through the darkest time in my life so far.

Love you all <3

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Something weird

So I was thinking about my two best friends April and Haley. Out of the two of them, April is closer to me. It's odd. April and I are alike in almost in every way, it's almost scary how alike we are. But then compare us to Haley. Haley is almost complete opposite to us. We like "emo" guys, she likes skater guys, we like metal, she likes rap, we love dressing goth, she loves wearing sports wear, we're lazy, she's athletic. It's so odd.

But with all our differences, there's really one reason we actually all became friends: we were outcasts. April and I became friends in our band class. The only two girls in the entire percussion section. We also had no friends. Haley? I'm not sure how we met. I think it was through April. I know Haley has next to no other friends and same goes for April and I. We also share a depressing history together that none of us want to recall on. The only time we do is when we rant out our feelings about what had happened.

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Spare your fucking apology.

Hey guys. I am not happy. Don't worry, none of you did anything, it's everyone else. What's with the title? I'll explain it now.

Well today I was drawing in class, as usual, and I show my friend these super cute people I drew. One was one of a moe girl in a bunny hoodie blushing and I've probably drawn that 10 times because I love that picture oh so much. So last week I had drawn that same moe girl in my friend's school agenda. Let me say this friend is one of my closet friends, I have known her the longest and is the only person I've known for that long that doesn't hate me. Anyway, I show the cute moe girl to my other friend and she says "Oh yeah I saw that [insert name here]'s agenda. She came up to me and said 'oh my god look what I drew~!' but I said that you had drawn it."

What...

JUST WHAT!?

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That awkward moment when-

That awkward moment when you accidentally tell your friend you'll eat their arms.

It just happened. Not even kidding.

I'm still so sorry but we're laughing so hard :'D

What's wrong with me XD I promise I don't eat arms!!

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