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kthxbye

I'm going to go drown my sorrow in math homework and Doctor Who. Oh David Tennant...

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guess who's single.

I am. About a half hour ago my boyfriend dumped me. Now I'm young so most people assume we've been dating for about a month or less but no. Oh no. Not only was today the day before valentine's day but it was also the anniversary of us dating for 1 year and 1 month (13 months). Oh joy. HOW LUCKY I MUST BE.

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Ah how silly...

I'm just sitting here looking at this stupid little key chain... It's cold, black, metal. My name on one side, "drums" on the other because it's my instrument of choice. Every time I look at it, it causes me pain. To anyone it's just a key chain. To me it's just a memory I'd rather forget. It was given to me by her. I don't even know what to call her. In all my time on this site, since the beginning, most of my blogs have related back to her. All this time, I've called her my number one enemy. The one person I truly hate with a burning passion. For two years I've felt like that towards her. Until recently. She hated me. I hated her. The feelings were mutual. At least I thought they were. Turns out she loves me. For two years. She's loved me. That's why she gave me this stupid key chain. When she had better friends other than pathetic me, she bought me this. She had it engraved at a jewelry store. I had asked why... my friend had told me.

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This song <3

I know none of you probably care but this is my after school choir I'm in. The women's ensemble! X3 Okay this was our best song this year and I just found out its on youtube. It's so good!!! THe song is Gaudete and it's about Mary, Jesus, rejoicing, and all that jazz. It's so fun to sing but I get a head ache because the notes are so long and I sing the highest part. You see the girl in the center of the front row with long blonde hair? I'm to the left of her.

Okay enjoy.

XOXO
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This song <3

Okay no one probably cares but this is the after school chorus I'm in. This was our best song from the winter concert and I just found out it was on youtube. I love this song so much!!!! It gives me a head ache to sing it though. Anyway, it's called Gaudete it's in Latin and is about Jesus and Mary and rejoicing and all that jazz. See the girl with long blonde hair in front row? I'm the girl to the left of her. Ah I look so pale ^_^"

XOXO
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Hey so uh...

There's supposed to be a bad storm on Friday here in New Jersey and my boyfriend and I were talking about how we majorly dislike storms. Cleaning up is a nightmare -_-" I started thinking about when Hurricane Sandy hit us back in October and I'm so close to crying. The first night I was sitting in the dark, curled up in my blankets, listening to all the trees fall outside. I live in the middle of a freaking forest. It was like every five seconds there was a giant crash and I knew it was a tree falling. When I stepped outside after the storm was over it was a mess everywhere. When I could finally leave the house and drive around with my parents it looked like the apocalypse just happened. The power was out for almost two weeks. After that my mom bought this awesome lantern for the next black out (pretty frequent here) and when she turned all the lights off to show me I got so scared because I didn't want to go back to living in the cold dark. I hate it!!!

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I love this band!!

We Butter the Bread with Butter. I love this band now. It's a German metal band. So I found out about these guys because I was at the mall with my friend and her boyfriend and he asked us if we listened to WBTBWB. We just went "what the hell?!" Then I asked my boyfriend about it and he went "I love that band!" ._. so I looked them up and here we are.

XOXO
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Doctor Who anyone?

First pic: a drawing I did of a weeping angel
Second pic: me as the 11th Doctor with my poorly made sonic screwdriver

Hey so I was wondering if anyone watches Doctor Who. I mean, I know a lot of people on here do but I've lost touch with those who have. Recently I've been watching a lot of it lately. Finished season one in two days. Just started season two and loving the 10th Doctor but I still really love the 9th Doctor.

So... who likes the Doctor?

XOXO
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I finally understand.

If you've known me long enough, then back when I was Satellite Bullet on here I went through a really hard time. I was being bullied heavily and it was all led by this girl Karli. I hate Karli. I hate her with a burning passion. But.... not anymore.... After two years since that year, a year after she moved.... I finally understand why she did it....

My friend had told me when we had passed a jewelry store, where Karli had gotten me a nice key chain with my name engraved on it with "drums" on the other side since I play percussion. I had never understood why she had bought me that while she gave my friend, who was closer to her than me, nothing. That's when my friend told me.

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As usual...

As usual I have a great day only to have it ended with being yelled at. I'm just waiting for my mom to get home from work and scream at me. Lucky me.

XOXO
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