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Thank you for the Venum 24

im feeling pretty good at the point so i had enough energy and happyness and insperation, suger spice and what ever the hell you can think of. so enjoy! oh btw- this chapter is for Neurotix! this chapter was partially her idea. thank her for kickball!

*Rebecca’s P.O.V*

I watched Ray and some girl really having fun on the sidelines. They looked happy. Maybe he can get a girlfriend. I was watching Frank pitching as I was behind him. He threw the ball as some guy kicked it. Gerard, Bob, April, and I ran after the ball as it just seemed to keep going and going and going.

Bob got it, “HA HA! I GOT IT!”

“It’s a little late Bob!” Frank said annoyed.

Bob threw the ball at Frank, “Shut up! I got it didn’t I?”

Frank stayed silent then went to pitch the ball again. We kept playing until the score was 20-9. We lost, big time. We were saying our goodbyes to the fans when I looked around.

“Hey, anyone see Ray?” I asked still trying to find him.

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i took some pictures of me :D i was bored

first pic- me and my punk rock Eeyore! you know, from Winnie the Pooh. he's wearing earings, a skelanimals button, one that says :come to the dark side, we have cookies'. and my black choker. ive had him since i was a little kid and would be lost with out him <3

second picture- my next favorite thing in the world MY DRUMSTICKS!!! well my good ones are in school so i had to use my crappy ones -_-

thrid picture- thats a picture from my cheerleading compation :) that was in my back yard. GO MARAUDERS! :D we lost pretty hard that day though.....

please tell if im pretty? dont say "well everyone is pretty!" cause i dont believe that kinda shit
XOXO
S.B.

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*insert title that has to do with a shitty day here*

first- this is really long so click to read more. i've always thought nothing was wrong with Friday the 13th since i have bad luck on a daily basis. today went shittier than normal. i never thought friday the 13th could bring me such a bad day -_-

heres how it went. so the beginning of my day is normal right? so when i get to math everything is normal as usual and we're working on a worksheet when this guy comes up to me. he asks "are you dating *insert my girlfriends name here*? its just a rumor though..." i know who had spread it though. i didnt know what to say. we agreed to keep it on the down low. i had no idea what i was saying when i said, "yeah! you gotta problem with that?!" he said no then walked away. later i was also asked, "are you reaaly dating her?!" "are you a lesbian?!" "how are you NOT a lesbian?" "have you kissed?" "do you have a boyfriend?!" i was asked that last one to piss me off

then there was a super awkward moment. lets call this girl 'J'

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Dear readers of Thank You for the Venum and Party Poison Traffic Report,

im telling it to you guys straight, there might not be another chapter of either story. my brain is currently fried and im low on insperation. i cant write in my mental state right now. i guess you could say im 'emotionally unstable.' i've been dealing with so much shit lately and its hard to really do anything. please dont ask me for more because im really trying. again i will repeat that- please do NOT ask me for more. when ever i say that everyone asks and i cant do it.

just hang in there until i get myself back together. i will try to post another of each as soon as possible. im just not in the right condition for writing because it would probably turn out super crappy and really depressing.

again i will say it- PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR MORE WHEN I TELL YOU I CANT POST MORE

XOXO
S.B.

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Party Poison Traffic Report 42 (trilogy!)

okay sorry this is short! my brain is fried.... also- readers of Venum, DONT GET ANY IDEAS. I REPEAT- DO NOT GET ANY IDEAS FROM THIS

*Satellite Bullet’s P.O.V*

I sat in the diner booth leaning on Fun Ghoul’s shoulder. We had both just finished our warm coffee and that always puts me in an overly loving mood. I looked up to Fun Ghoul with a cute smile.

“Yes?” He asked smiling.

“Don’t you guys still have all the guitars and stuff in the Dead Pegasus Garage?” He should know where I'm going with this.

He laughed, “Yeah. Lemme go ask Party and Bee.” He got up from the booth to ask.

I did a small ‘yes!’ hoping the guys would say yes. I smiled thinking about old My Chemical Romance songs. I was thinking back to Three Cheers the most. That one was my favorite album and also when I started to listen to them. Something snapped in my brain making me zone out. Was I remembering something?

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Thank You For the Venum 23

thanks to my sudden burst of insperation last night, i got most of this done! wooh! dont spoil anything!! you know who im talking to!

*Rebecca’s P.O.V*

We finished our short set then headed back stage. I sat on the couch putting my drumsticks on the little coffee table. Melody had put her guitar away then joined Ash, April, and I. She sat sighing. I watched her rub her stomach with a painful expression on her face. Maybe her stomach just hurts.

“Since when did you and Gerard fight?” April asked me drinking water.

“Long story.” I said leaning back. April made an ‘mmmhmmm’ sound then sat next to me on the couch. I leaned my head on her shoulder like I had always done. I couldn’t help but think about how sad Melody looks. I really want to know what’s wrong. I texted her.

*Melody’s P.O.V*

My phone vibrated and I looked at it. … From Rebecca: Are you okay? I mean it because I know you’re not…

I sighed, someone will find out eventually. I texted her back.

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Party Poison Traffic Report 41 (trilogy!)

see what writers block does to me? it makes me write freakishly short chapters

*Satellite Bullet’s P.O.V*

I laughed and Fun Ghoul looked at me, “What’s so funny?”

I grinned, “I just find it funny how I gave both Broken Bad and Bee Fighter MY clothes.” I said I watching Bee Fighter walk back in his new clothes. Fun Ghoul and I were trying not to laugh.

He looked at us confused, “What? Is there something on my face?” He started feeling around his face.

I held in my laughter, “No it’s just… it’s not important.”

He gave me a weird look, “Okay then…”

My stomach growled, “I don’t know about you but I'm getting food!” I happily walked off to the table where I was eating before. Fun Ghoul came and sat with me.

Razor bubbles came to my side and pulled my sleeve, “Who’s that guy your clothes mommy?” She whispered.

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Party Poison Traffic Report 41 (trilogy!)

see what writers block does to me? it makes me write freakishly short chapters

*Satellite Bullet’s P.O.V*
I laughed and Fun Ghoul looked at me, “What’s so funny?”
I grinned, “I just find it funny how I gave both Broken Bad and Bee Fighter MY clothes.” I said I watching Bee Fighter walk back in his new clothes. Fun Ghoul and I were trying not to laugh.
He looked at us confused, “What? Is there something on my face?” He started feeling around his face.
I held in my laughter, “No it’s just… it’s not important.”
He gave me a weird look, “Okay then…”
My stomach growled, “I don’t know about you but I'm getting food!” I happily walked off to the table where I was eating before. Fun Ghoul came and sat with me.
Razor bubbles came to my side and pulled my sleeve, “Who’s that guy your clothes mommy?” She whispered.
I laughed, “That’s Bee Fighter. He’s an old friend of Daddy’s and Uncle Gerard’s.” She made an ‘ohhh!’ sound then walked off probably to tell everyone else.

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Thank You For the Venum 22

i know its late! please dont yell at me for the lateness!

*Rebecca’s P.O.V*

This was an awkward moment… Mikey jumped up from the couch and ran over to me. He whispered almost completely silent, “I'm really, really, really, really, really, really sorry. It’s kinda a long story why I did that but just know I see it was really stupid of me.” He looked at me with puppy dog eyes from behind his glasses.

I smiled a sad smile, “its okay Mikey.” He smiled and we hugged in forgiveness.

Mikey let go then stretched yawning, “I'm gonna go sleep now. The concert’s in two hours.” He walked off behind me.

“Two hours?!” I said shocked.

Gerard got up walking with Melody, “Yup, now let’s get some sleep. Today has been pretty rough.”
Frank put his arm around me, “We should go to.” He smiled leading me to the bunks.

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if life just aint a joke than why are we laughing?

i dont get why when you need people the most they're not there for you. when im alone crying all i want is a hug amd some one to tell me its okay when i know its not. I want a killjoy by my side to help me through these tough times.

all i want to do is talk with somebody, anyone.

the only thing i have to say is sorry meagan

XOXO
R