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okay so as some of you may know i went to the first day of the honda civic tour. so my mom was super obessed with getitng pictures of the merch. now i thought its just cause its the first day of the tour, my moms a super mcr fan, ect. so while my mom was doing that i asked my step dad (also an mcr fan) why she was doing that and aparently my mom works for Vienna.

if you dont know who that is SHE'S THE PERSON WHO RUNS THE MCRMY. MY MOM WORKS FOR THE MCRMY AND HAS DONE SO SINCE BULLETS CAME OUT.

when my stepdad told me that i literatlly screamed "AND WHY DIDNT I KNOW THIS?!"
so i thought i'd share that tid-bit with ya.

XOXO
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guess what? ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

YAY!!! IM 13 TODAY! IMA TEENAGER!!
at the concert yesterday they had this thing where you text something and it goes on the giant screen! Wolf Venom sent a happy birthday out to me but it didnt show up :/
oh well!
going to a family reunion (fun... *rolls eyes at hating family*)

keep running!
XOXO
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FAN TOUR REPORT 8/5/11 (sorry no pics my camera is stoopid)

so yesterday i went to the first day of the Honda Civic Tour as a birthday gift.

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OH MY GOD IM SO EXCITED IM SEEING MCR INA FEW HOURS!!!!!!!!

IM SO EXCITED I BARELY FEEL EXCITED IM NUMB WITH EXCITMENT IM SO HAPPY THIS IS GONNA BE MY FIRST CONCERT IN AHUGE ARENA OF WHATEVER!!!!!!

last time i saw mcr it was in this little tiny room that only fit 200 people but there was alot more than 200 people there.

anyway, OH MY GOD I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA SCREAM BUT I'LL GET YELLED AT!!!!

OK BYE BYE!!!!!! :DDDDDD
XOXO
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im to excited for the concert tomorrow and i wanted it to be really special. i feel that this cant wait till the morning when all my friends are on.

so i want to give mcr a special gift, if i meet them. so i drew this pic of The Crow :) i read that they love that comic book (i do too) so i thought i should give them this.

on the back i glued a piece of paper that says:
This picture is for the guys who changed my life. Since I was in third grade I wanted to meet you just to say "thanks." Because of you four, I have met people who understand me, got more into art, music, and writing, and got my life together. I may be 12 years old, 13 tomorrow, but I have been through some heavy shit.
I drew "The Crow" because I read in A.P. that you guys like it. I read some of it in a book store and I see why.
Thanks a lot Gerard, Frank, Ray, and Mikey.
<3 XOXO <3
Rebecca (insert last name)
aka
Satellite Bullet

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mcr and my dad

my dad. he likes mcr but not love it like me, my mom, and my step dad. whenever theres anything mcr related when im with my dad my heart pounds and im shaking in fear afraid he'll ask me something.

what my dad doesnt know is how mcr means so much to me. he asked me what i was doing tomorrow and i hesitated greatly on saying the mcr concert. he sounded like he had no idea about it but then he acted cool about it.

i mean really, he knows almost nothing about me. he's never seen any of my drawings or read any of my stories. most of things creative and fun in my life have to do with mcr and i cant share that with him because my mom tells me not to. seriously, im almost crying because my dad doesnt know the real me.

i would write more but im sure everyone on here is tired of me pouring my heart out on here because i crave the attention i never got.

to sad to xoxo
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i just got an epic idea and i have less than a day to do it

so i really want this book for my birthday in 2 days and im going to an mcr concert tomorrow.
i read in my mcr AP that the guys absolutely love The Crow.
i thought, what if i drew some Crow stuff for the guys and gave it to them?
instead of having the usual giving them MCR art people usually do why not a little change.
ive posted my art on here before and i got nothing but good comments so what do you guys think?

XOXO
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please stop the stereotypes

A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be over-weight. People call an old man ugly, no one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war . Repost this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't

XOXO
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GOING TO THE MCR CONCERT TOMORROW!!!!!

IM SO FRACKING EXCITED!!!!!

i begged for these tickets and even cried and im so happy i got them. i wnated to go to the one on my birthday (August 6th) but my mom said it was a shitty venue when she saw MCR there XD

anyway, my grandma is giving me $50 to spend there as my birthday present and my aunt and uncle just gave me $10 so im going to have a VERY great time and will prosper in merch.

hope to meet some killjoys!
XOXO
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oh my god i feel so stupid i wanna cry and slap myself

so i really want to get into music more. i mean im in the school band and all but i want to learn to play actual songs. i can play piano but i feel stupid when i say i dont know any songs (unless the catina band from star wars counts). so i always begged my dad for a drum set because im a drummer in a band but we have no drum set...

then my dad asks me what i want for my birthday this saturday. i said a keyboard so i can learn songs. he asked me if i didnt want a drumset. i said i was sure of it. so i told my band mates cause i just realized what i did and im kind of in denial. one didnt answer, the other said i made the wrong choice.

i cant imagine how mad she must be... i feel so stupid i bet if i said i wanted a drumset my music carer could've taken off but i bet i just fucked up my dreams. oh well, good bye dreams.....

to sad for an xoxo
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