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Been away for too long!

Okay WOW I'm a depressing person XD I need to get over the fact MCR are not together and get my butt on here because I've ignored it for MONTHS. I miss you guys ;-; I wanna get to know the new people! All my old friends left! I feel so old- I've almost had this account for 3 years!! Harder to believe I've been a fan for 7+ years!

So comment stuff, message, I'm bored!

Oh and yeah, that's a picture of me lol
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something I can't get off my mind...

Hey guys! Long time no post. So I needed to get this out. I don't trust the other site I use but I trust you guys so much more.

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Long time no write!!

Oh man!!! I feel so bad not being on here! I really miss you guys and I was pleasantly surprised to find 3 new people had messaged me!

I have been crazy busy with school and marching band and choir and clubs XD I barely have any time for the internet and art. I miss you guys. I really do. I want to come on here more but... there's always memories of those on here who I know I've hurt and I feel every time I write I have to apologize.

None of you will read this though. I've been on here for a few years I know the drill.
Hope you guys are having fun lives though!

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Killjoys comic :3

Hey so I finally got issues 1-3 of the comic and I had to draw fan art ;w;
If you didn't read the comics the leader of the new "main group" is this douche dick, Val Velocity. I don't really like him but he reminds me so much of Party ;-; Anyway, it's so good so far can't wait for the next issue~

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Do I dare mention Satellite Bullet?

So. I'm sure at least one person remembers Satellite Bullet. My old killjoy before I switched to Crushed Dreams. Someone must, I've had people recognize me in public and call me Satellite.
Anyway, I was thinking about reworking her, bringing her back. Crushed Dreams... I'm not so sure anymore. Things are just... I can't explain. But I think it'd be nice to right my wrongs and rework her character.

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What do I even call myself now

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Defend yourself!

I drew this yesterday for IMCR day :3 I hope you guys like it! I worked really hard on it, especially the face. I shamelessly used highlighters for the words xD

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ha.

That moment when I realize that I've has this account for three years. Crazy. I still remember the day I made it. I had watched Glee's atrocity that was SING and then made an account to rant about it. And that was my first blog post ever XD I get so nostalgic on here lol

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Angst

There's a girl on here I've known for... three years? Two or three. Seems like we just met. I want to talk to her. I want to apologize. I'm scared. I want to cry. She probably hates me. Why does she have to be so far from me?

Sorry Angel.

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Ugh...

My paranoia is making a comeback. Great. Only in the fucking summer.
Last night I was curled up crying and screaming for about 2 hours. I feel exhausted just thinking about it. You know I don't even remember what it was like not having paranoia. It's kinda just like I only remember my emotions from age 8 and forward. If you, the person reading, doesn't have paranoia. Be grateful. Seriously you have no idea how terrifying it makes everything seem.

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That sounds bad out loud...

So I was talking to my sister about what would happen if I hung out with my friends from elementary school. I went, "one moved, one died, one hates me, one moved and came back and he's really cute and now things are awkward and only one still likes me sort of."
She stares at me and goes "YOU HAVE THE WORST LUCK."
Okay yeah......

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