Mm. I don't expect anyone to read this actually, I'm just here because I have nowhere else to post this. I'll be called pathetic if I put it on facebook, and in all honesty I just want somewhere I can rant and get all of my thoughts out.
So, it all started yesterday. I'd cleared my head of all thoughts of MCR. Actually, I hadn't been so down about the split in months. My ipod was on shuffle, and disenchanted came on. That was one of those songs that really caught me, drew me in emotionally. And I found myself listening pretty calmly at first, you know, just enjoying the music.