rOcKeR_cHiK_93's blog

When ppl say "Oh my goth" or "O goth" it just sounds kinda dumb...
Dont take any offense to this if u say it but i just think its lame..

K its really not a big deal..but one of my friends is going to take to me Alice in Wonderland this weekend..then after that we r going to Dairy Queen...YAY!!!!! Sorry lol im crazy for those Moolates. I havent been drinkin coffee cuz its starting to suck..cuz the only time i drink it is when im home..and its just regular folders, or the dunkin donuts..or starbucks coffe stuff u can buy..yea so im getting REAL coffee this weekend.

BTW-

If anyone has any tasty coffee recipies ya know for like deserts or just a tasty drink to relax with i will love you for ever n ever lol
It can be recipies for cappicinos or even iced coffee cuz i enjoy those kinda things alot.

Even a link to a recipie will do :)

Love always-Brenda
xo

Cuz of the whole Bob thing..MyChem will never be the same for me and i probably wont like the replacement..sorry but thats how i feel.

To all the fans who are as heartbroken as I
I LOVE YOU GUYS and I'm here if u need to vent just add/send me a message.

XOXO- Brenda

P.S. I love you Bob best wishes for your future projects!

Ya know, u cant express opinions anymore without ppl jumpin all over you. So my sister is driving me nuts she claims she hates me but yet she dresses like me and copies almost everything i do. So i posted something on her myspace telling her how i feel cuz i cant talk to her face-to-face cuz she opens her mouth too much and then i cant get out what i wanna say. NOW all of her lil friends that she talks to on there are on my case. OK they dont even really know her..they're sitting telling me to stfu and calling me a bitch an what not...they have no room to talk they dont live with her. And besides the whole copying thing, she has a terrible attitude. My mom just recently had her breast cancer removed and she needs help around the housse..and because my sis thinks everything is about her its up to me to do EVERYTHING. These ppl on myspace dont really know how she is..of course shes gonna be different with them.

.....and got rejected. Well, thats my life..most awkward thing about it is....our lockers are right next to eachother. OH AND we r in a band together.

Well, Brenda..ya really screwed this one up.

Ok so i think my best feature is my eyes. I REALLY want the color to stand out. But the problem is..i have one green one blue..now its not real distinct but i kinda want both colors to pop cuz i think that its just really cool that i have eyes like this. But if u look closely u can see my left is green and my right is blue. What colors as far as makeup can i use to make them both pop, i know black makes any color pop but sometimes when i wear alot of black i look trashy.

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=...

this is me now again if u look close u can see one has more green and the only reason this stands out is cuz there was light in my face. And i know its kinda a weird pic lol.

I know this is a weird blog but im just tired of dull makeup and im looking for a new look thats gonna be eye catching. So can anyone help me out. :)

Ok, so im thinkin about getting my cartilage pierced and ive benn hearing that it hurts REALLY BAD. Now r my friends just pansies or is it really that bad. Yeah.. im kinda of a pansy myseld when it comes to alot of pain so if u have urs pierced tell me about it, and some tips on how to take care of it would be nice to.

=)

xoxo-Brenda

Well.....today sucks and i know i complain a bit too much but everyday is like a routine. I didnt have my coffee today so im crabby and tired...and these classes are going by soo slow. So i need good news to cheer me up. And another thing that sucks is that all the things i normally do, like my hobbies and stuff.. im starting to lose interest in. I havent picked up the guitar or played the piano in a while, they r just collecting dust in my room. And im never motivated to do anything with my art anymore..i didnt even try out for the school play this year and im always in that...idk if i really wanna do the talent show anymore...so cheer me up?? Plz?? =)

I love you
xoxo-Brenda

COKE OR PEPSI?
Coke and ill drink diet Pepsi

WHAT'S YOU FAVORITE MOVIE?
Probably the Exorcist

DO YOU READ GERARD'S COMICS?
I really want to and i will as soon as i can find them cuz i dont have a comic store near by =(

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
Um i have quite a few but ill say Cemetery Drive

DO YOU DRINK ENERGY DRINKS?
Yea once in a while

DO YOU DRINK COFFEE?
I LOVE IT drink it EVERY morning b4 school otherwise i wont survive

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BOOK(S)?
uh..i dont read alot..

WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMBER OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE?
I love all of them

WHO DO YOU ACT LIKE THE MOST IN MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE?
Probably Gerard he seems like the most serious one and just how creative he is..yea i guess im more like him

WHO DO YOU LOOK LIKE THE MOST IN MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE?
Um.. yea again..Gerard when i had black hair though
FAVORITE QUOTE?

So now that its a new semester that means new classes of course. I have 2 study halls in a row how cool is that?? Well im in my second one now and just killin time b4 lunch. So in my 1st study hall..i accomplished something i havent been able to do in a while. I. Wrote. A. Song. U might not be so thrilled but i am. I had a serious case of writers block and tried everything to cure it. And now out of the blue i magically write one. IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. I even got good opinions from the ones that read it so far =) So my day has gotten a lil brighter considering i didnt have a great start. (My "best friend" is a real bitch) but we dont need to get in to that cuz she's not worth shit..and idk why i still call her my friend.....k sorry i know i said we're not getting into that haha.

I hope your guys' day is going great!
If not i hope it gets better =)
LOVE YA!
xoxo-Brenda