rOcKeR_cHiK_93's blog

Im sorry I havent been on here in forever.... :/

Things are good.

Graduated high school

Moved to Chicago

Going to college

Yea.. That sums it up.

OH and Im going to see MCR play in Tinley Park!! <3

HAPPY 2nd B-day Bandit!!!
We all love you ya lil cutie!!!!
Have a good one!!

I just finished my LAST final exam..... and now....

I GRADUATE TONIGHT!!!!! then tomorrow.......

I MOVE TO CHICAGO!!!!!!!!!
XD

Love you BYE! xoxo

As of this morning I lost a good friend of mine to suicide. Its a damn shame but I guess it was his choice. But its just funny how the deceased make the most friends..all of a sudden a bunch of people who didnt give a shit weeks ago now act like they care. Why do people wait until something tragic happens to someone before saying things that needed to be said a long time ago? Everyones posting on his Facebook...telling him they love him and will miss him...

The poor kid felt like he didnt belong and you say u love him and miss him?? Great way of showing it..now its too late.. where were you before?

Im sorry, Im not really talking to anyone..these are just my thoughts of this moment.
He was just so full of life and energy and he was so goofy...brought a smile to anyones face no matter the mood they were in..

Everyone please do me a favor??

Not just tell, but show your friends and the others around you how much you care and appreciate them. It would mean a ton to them.

I love you all! Thank you!
I cant help but stress myself out :/
I always plan on writing from the heart but also I cant help but feel empty..
So once again..Thank you all I'm really trying to get myself together :(
Just keep your fingers crossed for me? :]

I'm tired of being stuck...I'm sick of struggling!
I wish things came easy for me just for once.. I really wanna write and perform music.
The problem is....I cant write, I cant do anything. And I'm all by myself :(

My main cause is that I want to make an impact on people
I want them to actually FEEL when listening to my music not just enjoy a good listen..
But my question is...how the hell do I do that??

So I ask all of you....What do you care about??
What are things that artists ARENT writing about?
How can I help others through music??

Killjoys, I know you have a lot to say, and I know you're willing to help a fellow killjoy :(

Plz help me!!
I REALLY wanna make a difference in this world!

XOXO

So yea...back in October....filled out a form..... WHEN THE HELL WILL I GET MY FREE MASK????

I'm so tired of getting excited everytime I see the UPS guy pull in front of my house only to find out that its for the neighbors....

:'(

Has anyone received theirs yet....does anyone have any info???

xoxo

MCR + Coffee = A DAMN GOOD MORNING!!!

Well....until I have to leave for school....

But yea..Have a good day everyone!! 8^)
XOXO

So I decided that my Killjoy name is going to be Lady Harmony. Im a very musical person, and my goal is to make powerful music that people can relate to and stuff. HAHA So it's perfect for me I guess. And I also picked one out for my Friend Alex, and I'm surprised he likes it lol. His Killjoy name is Danger Ranger. What do you guys think??

Now all I have to do is come up with a costume....
I feel way behind on things haha everyone already has all this situated...but oh well, I had to think a lot before I could actually decided...I had like 9 possible names written down..

Well anyways...I hope everyone has a good day!

Much Love XOXO

-Brenda :)

I'm a zombie for Halloween! Haha, this was made from toilet paper and elmers glue and it was indeed a very sticky situation. I did this for school Friday and had to get up at 2am and I finished aroun 5:30am..(idk how I survived school, had no coffee that morning and was running on empty all day) But yea its a process, and each time i did it, it took about 3-4 hours to complete. It was very hard to eat with the mask cuz i wanted it to be part of my mouth so it was more realistic. I could barely open my mouth to talk cuz everything was stiff and pieced together, not even a Kit-Kat would fit haha I broke my food up into crumbles to eat. Very embarresing, I was the only one at school who dressed up and had the whole cafeteria watching me attempt to eat. It was funny as hell haha.

Anyways enough jibber jabber...What were you guys for Halloween??

AND last but never least..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANKIE!! Have an awesome day, you most certainly deserve it!!!

8^]