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ok this time i seriously need some help

so im extremely hyper i ate a lot of skittles even though im not aloud to but screw them. my hands are really shaky. buuut anyway my friend (yes i have friends kinda i have four of them but i love them all) i feel like hes been avoiding me for a while and i dont usually confront people about things but i dont know what to do about it hes been ditching me alot and i love him (in a goldfish way not THAT way) and i just want to talk to him more but i dont know how to get it started because i usually wait for people to come to me because i will admit it im pretty shy and want to spend more time with him ive known him since the fifth grade but in the past few months hes been really distant so any advice?

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hey guys its been a while

i havent been here for a while so i decided to post a blog. so merry Christmas, Hanukkah, what ever you celebrate and i got a new guitar and a keyboard im so freaking happy, i also got new art supplies and a new paramore shirt and im going to the mall tomorrow so woo hoo. i havent been here because im really busy with homework(even on my break) and holidays so yeah. i wont post the fanfic because i just cant finish it and its getting boring im still writing and if i post something somewhere ill give you guys the link so srry if i got your hopes up witch i probably didnt. i just drank some coffee and will probably be awake all night but it was good coffee so i regret nothing! so long and goodnight

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i fucking love you all

though i highly doubt the world will end i want you all to know i freaking love you all. and when you think about it for you guys in australia it is the 21st so yeah im not scared of dying so i guess i just wanted to let you all know how much i love you and that i am really glad that you guys have always been there when nobody was for everyone on here including me so this might be good bye or just a talk to ya later but now you guys know i fucking love you all and im going to listen to mcr until midnight so if the world does end it will be will something i love. so on another unrelated note we get to play karaoke in health tomorrow woo hoo im gonna sing welcome to the black parade to show all of them good music so luv you all bye

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sup. part 2 (not a story just my idiotic babble)

so im bored out of my fucking mind and my mouth fucking hurts. i got me braces. they hurt really bad. so now im bored and im just brousing on my laptop and i realized i havent been on here in a while so i decided to post. my braces are red woo hoo. next they will be blue. soo yeah ill start trying to post every day but i might not so i guess ill talk to you guys tomorrow.

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i know i havent mentioned it in while so i update you on it now, and thnx to you all

so i am pretty busy with homework but i have had a lot of time to work on my.. well i dont know what to call it maybe a fanfic/story thats the best way to describe it so im working hard on it and so im gonna go work more on it and trust me i will really get one out during christmas break because i am not doing anything but i will definitly get one up soon probably not today maybe tomorrow more likely monday or tuesday but when i get it up plz check it out. thnx for the support with the whole braces thing and yes there is nothing wrong with being a nerd glasses and braces or not im still a nerd anyway and i love it so thanks for making me a little less scared though i am still nervous i do feel a little better <3 you all. and i bid thee a goodnight, well, afternoon.

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ah shit

so i just found out i do in fact need braces and fuck them for giving me false hope that i might not because i definitly do and now im really pissed at my mom for making my appointment so early i just found out i need braces and im getting them tuesday wtf!? they just dont give me any time to let it sink in, yesterday i didnt even think i needed braces today i found out im getting them tuesday. seriously im really fucking scared i have never been this scared in my life ever im slowly becoming the steriotype of a nerd, braces, glasses not that i mind the glasses. i really dont know im just really fucking scared about getting the braces does it hurt? im just really paranoid. help.

so i was reading through my old computer files and i stumbled upon some fanfics i wrote around the black parade era and i deleted some old crappy ones but one i found pretty interesting so i am writing more of it and im almost done and i shall get my friend[name] to check it for me because she is brutally honest and will not hold back with the commentary. so i love you all very much and will keep you updated with whats going on with the fic and its progress, again i love you and goodnight!

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im bored

so im bored does anybody know of a good frerard fic i dont beleive in frerard its for my amusement i think its kinda cute ive already read: a splitting of the mind, and and when rain fell which are both awesome but does anyone know of another good one or tell me about one you wrote im really bored and i just want to sit and read.

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help!!!!!!

so my project is due tomorrow for health and i still dont know what topic i should do for my peer pressure skit like should i do drugs for it or party or what? if you come up with something ill ask my partner if it would be a good idea so just comment what would be a good idea for you you dont have to but plz if you think of something tell me. it cant be sex because my teacher said. so im not asking to cheat but just throw out a couple ideas plz love you all
so long and goodnight

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there is no title for this

So my mom is really pissed at me because I stayed home from school for the second time in a row srry I puked. My mom took my laptop but she didn't think about my kindle. Its annoying as hell to type on but its better than nothing. So long and goodnight