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keep running

I haven't been here in a long time but before I log off for good. I want to say that broken up or not we are still the mcrmy. And we still have what they have made this far. Well carry on. Don't be afraid to keep on living and stay strong I love you all so long and goodnight

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i dont know how to say this

so i just got a phone call from my best friend who lives a while away from me and she had her grandma talk to me and her mom passed away friday. i know none of you know her or even me for that matter but i know she can use all the help she can get and i know what its like to lose someone so close and i felt so alone so can you guys give her your condolences on here so she knows that she's not alone. shes my best friend and i love her to death and shes going through a rough time so can you just tell her it'll be okay in the comments so i can show her.
i know some of you dont care but please just help me help her.
i

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i dont know how to say this

so i just got a phone call from my best friend who lives a while away from me and she had her grandma talk to me and her mom passed away friday. i know none of you know her or even me for that matter but i know she can use all the help she can get and i know what its like to lose someone so close and i felt so alone so can you guys give her your condolences on here so she knows that she's not alone. shes my best friend and i love her to death and shes going through a rough time so can you just tell her it'll be okay in the comments so i can show her.
i know some of you dont care but please just help me help her.
i

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someone gets it!!! (apart from you guys of course)

i was at school and there was this new girl and she was wearing a mcr t shirt and she was being made fun of for how she dressed, and i got pissed so i talked to her so now i actually have a friend, surprising isnt it? and it turns out she loves mcr pierce the veil, falling in reverse, and black veil brides just as much as i do! now i can rant on my feelings towards bands to someone who isnt my brother and has do deal with it because he lives with me or you guys!
i love you all and have a nice valentines day or for me i call it sit alone in my room on my computer watching anime until i fall asleep. i just needed to vent about that. bye

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puppies ^.^

i feel like i should blog but i have nothing to blog about so.... potatoes are good and...yeah
if anything interesting happens in my shithole of a life ill be sure to tell you guys but i havent been blogging and i need to so.... what are your opinions on puppies?

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i wish my family wasnt so fucked up

i NEED to come here more i havent been here in too long. i feel like everything ive done today has somehow pissed my mom off i swear. i walk through the kitchen to get an oreo. mom: another one?, me: this is my first one. mom: no youve had more. now you see how my mom gets pissed off easily. and she signed me up for guitar lessons and i was really excited and shit but when they asked her what music i liked she told them i liked p!nk. yeah i did like pink like 5 fucking years ago! and when i told her she somehow made me the bad guy. then i went down to my basement to grab my t shirt from the laundry room my brother got pissed for being in his room, it was the laundry room and you had to pass through his room to get there. im just going to hide in my room until i can leave without something bad happening because i think im like triggering bad things to happen ._.

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*sigh*

damn i keep spacing out on coming here and i doubt anyone cares but i need to rant. MY MOM HATES EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING I STAND FOR!!!!!!!! she saw me hanging up my bvb poster and my new mcr poster i had to print and she said i need to stop being so dark and that she used to be a lot like me. NO SHE ISNT LIKE ME WHATSOEVER. she does not like rock or metal or screamo or anything like that she tried to get me into pop and rap as a kid and then my dad and i listened to nothing but black sabbath and iron maiden then i started really liking some punk(mcr) and she hates it and now i have a love for bvb and she said theyre fucking satanic. she hates my personality and my art and my writing and that im on the computer a lot, well sorry i have nothing better to do because she never does anything to help that. she just resents me and i used to be okay with it but its really starting to piss me off (srry for my language ive been trying to stop cussing so often).

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its been a while

damn, i havent been on here in a while i wasnt busy ive just kinda forgot ,sorry. you guys probably dont care what ive been doing considering all ive been doing is sitting at home, school, and hiding report cards from my mom (i got a D eesh) im not very smart in that subject. i have been listening to a lot of bvb (black veil brides for those who dont know them) and i almost got tickets to go to a concert but nooo my mom doesnt like me listening to anything that isnt justin beiber or one direction or any other pop crap and she thinks they are satanic*facepalm* well i guess i wont ever meet andy biersack , dangit. can someone teach a female (like myself) to scream because the youtube videos give you tips but i dont find them very helpful someone help, ha, like anyone has read this far.
love you all. nananananananananananana batman!!

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twitter

so i have developed an addiction to twitter and im trying to get my new account out there so message me or comment your twitter account and ill follow you if you follow me!!!!! oh, im @mcrmyatthedisco

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sleep

god, i only got two hours of sleep last night and now i cant sleep im tired but when i try i cant sleep. ive been lying in bed for two freaking hours and its getting annoying i didnt even drink any coffee today either so i dont get it. well now ill make another attempt to sleep by now ill probably get about five hours and i have a head ache so maybe that will help in some way i have no idea how that would work but i seem to sleep better when i get head aches for some unknown reason. well, hopefully you guys get some sleep unlike me.