Radio Screams's blog

-HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW AND HOW I FELT YESTURDAY AND-

I'm depressed
I want to cry
But my tears wont come out to help
With the pain
With the sadness
With the loneliness.........

Even though i have friends,
Only one or two would maybe
understand
the way i feel right now
so deep inside me i might
tear apart
i need
more help
no help.........

But one friend in another class
with little time to talk,
only seen in school
never more time

More time to be alone
more time to think!
that i can not take that,
with time i want to cry
time to maybe die.........

But NO! i will not let go!
You depression wont be able to make me.
make me think about how maybe
its a choice......

I wont die!!
i will survive!!

But its hard
all alone
with no one to trust
with no one to know

Maybe i can talk to my other
friend
in my class
but ther is
no time

Maybe after school
maybe at the fright fest on
october 28th

i promise i will speak

LYRICS:

I never said I'd lie and and wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever

Ever
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall
(Down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
never coming home