Born in April
[x] You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
[x] Born a leader
[x] You love drawing and you do it well (maybe take off the "do it well" part)
[x] You love singing
[x] You don't take crap from anyone
 You're afraid of needles
[x] You call your friends by their last names instead of their first
[x] You have siblings and love them
[x] You have brown/green eyes
8 out of 10
 Born in September
[x] You play bass
 You don't have asthma
 You are near-sighted
 You wear glasses
[x] You've had the urge to stick a fork in the toaster
[x] Seen as the
Ok guys remember when i put out a BOLO on KilljoysCanCry...well...i put it out becuz i think their dead. I think they offed themselves and it scares the crap out of me. I mean I had just joined and already here was a post saying their lives sucked and all this crap and i tried the best i could but i think i failed whihc is why i'm so hard on people who show up saying the same things. i'm like there's no shot in Hell i'm lossing another. I don't wat to say except for if they have died then Rest In God-fucking Peace
i hate ripping of band-aids
because it means i'm rushing things once again
Like how i rushed things with him
how i blurted out what i thought was true for 3 months
then a week after faded away
Or how i blurted to you my crush
when you first ask me
or how i get a little sad
then go OD on advil and smoke my mum's fags
or listen to a song and say i love a band
then find out you hate every other song they have
or wanting to kiss you so bad
that i do
then he gets confused
because i dated him first
because being bi is unknown
(i don't know if i posted the right picture or not so don't kill me)
ok so the New Years party was actually a hell of alot better than i thought it would be. I hung out with my friend Ems and Alicia and i got a hug from my ex David who is dating Sam who is actually not a bitch as i thought before. But m1 didn't show up so i was all depressed. but it was still fun!
ok some sassy is good (espicially if Gee is being Sassy) but now i'm so sassy i annoy myself. So will someone please just shut me up?...or maybe kill me with kindness and blast MSI. Please! I'm going insane and trust me. By the end of this night someone will have slapped me for me sass.
ok these are two blogs in one. The first one is that (i may be wrong) but i think we're forgetting a birthday here. Even though i'm not positive Bob is with the band i do believe its still his B-day. Cuz i was on here offically a year ago and that's all i saw in the zones.
ANY WAY today i'm going to a party with not one but 2 of the people i may have a small yet really big crush on and wait for it...My ex. This will be fun! Shirly temples, bon-fires, just dance, and really old people performing in time square. All the usual.
my friend just told me she only believes that i'm her friend only when convient to me. I hate this! When i was fighting with my ex i said the same thing. Karma is such a fucking bitch! I feel like running into my room and crying right now. or worse. and i want to punch something or anything. i want to blast my music till i go deaf. This is the girl i love god dammit! Why..why...I don't even want to live anymore. She ruined my life in one message. I...I...can't breath, can't sleep, i UGH GOD DAMMIT I'M SCARED I WON'T GET THROUGH THE NIGHT UNSCARRED!
that's my friends message to me and i'm dying to know what's wrong. This is my friend m1 the one i like...alot...as in like-like. but its killing me that she's offline!
one thing i don't understand, on my christmas list the first thing was MCR anything. Believe it or not i didn't get a single MCR thing but i did get Hot Topic gift cards so is that indirectly giving me MCR things? and for christmas i did get waffles! yet no coffee...