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its 5:12 in the morning

i have 30 minutes before i leave to work so time to eat, clean a bit, make my bed (different from cleaning since it never happens), and feed my fish before work :)

funny how while measurments are different for countries theres only two ways of saying the time :)

have a good day mcrmy :)

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to all you beautiful caring people out there

im feeling much better today despite the fact people were stupid to me again. im too nice way to much. but last night i was really depressed and i just wanted to say im feeling much better.

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i need help!!!!!!!!

i feel alone again
i feel done
i want to be done
i cant do this anymore
i cant hide away anymore
this is no life worth living
it feels like im quickly losing everything and everyone fast

dont tell me it will be okay its not that simple anymore

funny the one who loves you most (says they do) can simply be with someone else
and thats how easy it can be to let someone go... dont make me hang by this rope waiting and watching. im sufficating

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"Be happy with me!"

im sorry but if i say "Im really depressed again. my mom and sister blew up at me."
i cant just be happy because you are it doesnt work that way at all

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just one lost soul

its odd really.
the effects one person can have on so many
but what no one really sees is...

the one person needs help too
dont believe me?
well that was expecter.

i can seem so strong even at my weakest moments... now would be one of those moments

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complain complain complain

thats all my nephews doing today
our rent is cheap he wont pay he complains
feeling sick complaining and still going to gfs
stupid stupid boy

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"family"

sometimes i dont know who my family is
sometimes i just want to ryn away and never look back
sometimes i want to dig my own grave, lay in it, and wait to die
and somtimes
just sometimes
i want to live.
but tonight
well tonight
tonight i want to survive.

tonights another night im hit with depression again
i know i can beat this i know i can
last night i did so why not tonight?
tonight i WILL survive

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hey guys and gals imma live and wellish

i know i havent been on in ages but theres been stuff going on. i moved and returned been in counciling and now my dads having open heart surgery.
its been hard to sleep night full of worry and nothing i can do about it

so i ask you mcrmy if anyone out ther believes in prayer please do so. not jusgt for my dad but for my family too. thank you all for understanding

cherise

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i think im losing her

long distance relationship but i love her to peices
shes talked to me less and less lately
all i wish for her is happiness but if she doesnt want me she should just say so
im not good at loving at all and this is a first its been this strong

normally i dont believe words.
just saying i love you never works for me
but when she says it i believe it and now
she hasnt said it in days and now im worried like no other