putonyourhappyface's blog

NO THIS IS NOT A "i just broke up" POST

so one thing you all dont know and i can sadly say neither does my girlfriend... its hard for me to feel love through words only. in my past my mom and dad would say "oh i love you" and then treat me like crap.
i know they love me but words alone doesnt work very easily. i say i love you so carelessly its crazy. i really cant help that but when others say it to me meaningfully its so hard for me to believe it... i wish i could feel love =/

BTW SORRY I WAS GONE SO LONG

being taken over so i must keep running and dont look back. if i leave anyone behind they can follow, chase me, or find me.

someone anyone please boot them off

ever thought about that?

you click on someones name and read more of their blogs and their bio and how they heard of MCR... how creepwe does that sound XD

i dont know why... i cant handle my own shit so i feel like i cant help others with theres anymore... i love my chemical romance and i havnt cut again in a while so no worries there yet. but ill see you all later maybe love you killjoys and MCRmy. <3

well um i found out one of my uncles died of cancer last night. the way i was told... it was kinda yelled at me when i didnt know yet... yeah that really sucked but thanks to my friend i was already messaging i kept calm. i havnt cried yet but we havnt planned the funeral either.
if or when i do cry i will be alone. im just saying.

if you are and it bothers you sooo much then change fir them! whatever makes you feel better at the end of the day.

im made fun of for it all the time even by friends and guess what im me im not emo. emo means emothing and guess what everyone has them so i guess we're all em o so please jsut get used to it

to all my friends here the ones i do and dont talk to yet,
im moving somewere where ill have no computer meaning no MCR. com so if you still want to contact me please add me on FB (cherise killjette drake) or email me if you want to talk cherisedrake@gmail.com
ill try and repost this again before i move. i love you all

not a complaint just a statement... im used to being sick its normal.

these walls i have built are quickly collapsing and i cant hold them up anymore.
im not as strong as i make so many people believe
sorry for the disappointment