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poem #1 no hope left for us

poem origanally ment for an old friend

You said you would help me
You said you would b there
Why did you hurt me?
Why didn't you care?

What should I say?
How should I feel?
When all that is left
Isn't actually real.

What should I do next?
Where should I turn?
I know all that I do
helps me learn

So go ahead and get mad
I won't let it effect me
I know you're not bothered
but at least I am free.

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poem #34 To Emily:

i know someof the titles are just who theyre ment for XD

she seems happy today
this is different
why the change?
did they let her out of that cage?

i see that gleam in her eyes
i miss it so much
is she happy now?
if not i dont see how

thats what they see at school
as she runs and plays
they think shes okay
because thats what she must say

all happiness is gone
her palms become sweaty
she sits in the chair
all she can do is stare

at the floor in the office
as the councilor speaks
"whats going on at youre house?"
she wishes to be a mouse

to escape from the office
to be happy again
to hide all the pain
outside in the rain

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please dont fake your happiness
as i did all those years ago
br real with us all
and we can help wenever you fall

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poem #60 tie me to that tree

yes out of order but this ones about my friend Emily and My Chemical Romance

My Chemical Romance
yes they save lives
and keep me from those knives

they saved mine
oh boy did they
theres so much i could say

but i go back
back to that blade
hoping to do nothing but fade

then you showed up
you pulled me from the edge
and we sat down on that ledge

we talked
man we talked alot
and none i forgot

im still alive
another year
thanks to you my dear

thank you Emily

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i write poetry/ stories

anyone feel like reading some poems? i have 80 done and 2 in the making :)

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age differences... good? bad? okay? dont care?

something ive noticed.... there are so many different ages on this site.
for example im 20 (please dont freak im not some creeper just a normal person who gets normal problems)
its just i would like all of your opinions, is this a bad thing that the ages are so different?

ive been talking to some people here for a while and hearing ages just makes me think "wow even people this age can help people like me when i have a problem."

i find it better to just be honest. what do you all think?

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poetry?... maybe?

would anyone be interested in reading poetry ive written?
i have a notebook of about 80 so far but if youd like i can post some
love you all :)

ps
im still alive come here to read messages :)

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poetry?... maybe?

would anyone be interested in reading poetry ive written?
i have a notebook of about 80 so far but if youd like i can post some
love you all :)

ps
im still alive come here to read messages :)

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poetry?... maybe?

would anyone be interested in reading poetry ive written?
i have a notebook of about 80 so far but if youd like i can post some
love you all :)

ps
im still alive come here to read messages :)

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records # 3 and 4 what do you all think? :)

t t m k
th th ma ki
the the mak kis
the w the l make kiss
the wo the li make r kiss t
the wor the lig make ro kiss th
the worl the ligh make roo kiss the
the world the light make room kiss the r
the world i the light b make room! kiss the ri
the world is the light be make room!! kiss the rin
the world is u the light beh make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ug the light behi make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugl the light behin make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind y make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind yo make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind you make room!!! kiss the ring

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computer art... what do you all thnk?

first 2 records :)

b t g a
bo to gu am
boy tom gun amb
boy d tomo gun ambu
boy di tomor gun ambu
boy div tomorr gun ambul
boy divi tomorro gun ambula
boy divis tomorrow gun ambulan
boy divisi tomorrows gun ambulanc
boy divisio tomorrows m gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows mo gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows mon gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows mone gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows money gun ambulance
boy divisio tomorrows mone gu ambulanc
boy divisi tomorrows mon g ambulan
boy divis tomorrows mo g ambula
boy divi tomorrows m g ambul
boy div tomorrows g ambu
boy di tomorrow g amb
boy d tomorro g am
boy tomorr g a
bo tomor g a
b tomo g a
b tom g a