putonyourhappyface's blog

writting a fanfic and now off to bed. have a goodnight and dont wollow in your own problems.

so heres the deal... naaa my opinion on the subject.

gerard and frank did the act on stage to she the audiences that its okay to be bi, gay and all that.
the fanfics are all imagination and they know that for a fact. by the littlest things happening a fans mind can wonder alot. its your choice to read their stories though.
none of it really bothers me. i write fanfics but not ferards. no bad reason i just dont.

the one part of MCR fanfics that i dont like and that i do come across sometimes is waycrest and baycrest.
if you dont know what these are its fanfics when gerard is with mikey and gerards with bandit.
i hate that i have to say it but yes they have been writen and i do find them extreamly wrong but in turn i dont read them because i fine them wrong.

in the end i encourage every writer and people who wants to be writers to continue to write

good thing i am. i havnt told much of anyone not even my best friend but i start therapy may 14th. i hate the sound of that but guess what ill admit i have plenty problems of my own but hey im working on it... have a good day :)

this movie used to scare the crap out of me and now i just laugh at the thought

this movie is so weird... but i love it :D

sooo another story finished and Emily, the girl i wrote it for loves it and now i want to know what all you think. the POV are me, Emily and her sister beth alittle. its a killjoy fanfic.

Cherise POV

“Emily, wake up! Wake up, Emily!” I try shaking Emily awake but this time the industry has her way too drugged, “Come on Emily! Get up! Its morning!”
I glance over my shoulder and see a drac look into the room. It opens the door and pulls me away from her effortlessly. I try to fight it but im too weak. It picks me up and puts me on my bed saying nothing. I know its expecting me to stay there as it walks out and closes the door again.
I stare at Emily and repeat, “Please wake up. Please wake.”
She still fails to move. Our stunt last night caused this. We tried to run. Well, I tried to run but she stopped me and took the rap too. They gave her new pills and she hasnt awoken since. I try holding the bed so not to move but it doesnt work.

i love repo the genetic opera!! if you havnt seen that movie yet and youre semi oky with musicals watch it! one of the characters reminds me of the cross dresser off of rocky horror picture show... hate that musical sorry it sorta killed me on the inside but love phantom of the opera

i love shows so much!! they cheer me up so much no matter what mood im in. ive gone to shows at my lowest and still come out feeling amazing. i guess getting puned in the face and shoved around helps. reminds me how i should get treated and i deserve it too :D

i still do but if i were to say ive been suicidal almost all week would anyone help me? its kinda true but all my friends are having issues too so i dont want to bother anyone about any of this but its okay or whatever... i dont know really.

im not one to give up but thats just it these things happen. i cant stand whats going on in my life right now and im not handling things well and i dont like it. will anything help me? probly not anymore. i called a theripist but im not looking forward to that either

IM CRAZY IN THE HEAD!!!