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would anyone be interested in reading poetry ive written?
i have a notebook of about 80 so far but if youd like i can post some
love you all :)

ps
im still alive come here to read messages :)

would anyone be interested in reading poetry ive written?
i have a notebook of about 80 so far but if youd like i can post some
love you all :)

ps
im still alive come here to read messages :)

t t m k
th th ma ki
the the mak kis
the w the l make kiss
the wo the li make r kiss t
the wor the lig make ro kiss th
the worl the ligh make roo kiss the
the world the light make room kiss the r
the world i the light b make room! kiss the ri
the world is the light be make room!! kiss the rin
the world is u the light beh make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ug the light behi make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugl the light behin make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind y make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind yo make room!!! kiss the ring
the world is ugly the light behind you make room!!! kiss the ring

first 2 records :)

b t g a
bo to gu am
boy tom gun amb
boy d tomo gun ambu
boy di tomor gun ambu
boy div tomorr gun ambul
boy divi tomorro gun ambula
boy divis tomorrow gun ambulan
boy divisi tomorrows gun ambulanc
boy divisio tomorrows m gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows mo gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows mon gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows mone gun ambulance
boy division tomorrows money gun ambulance
boy divisio tomorrows mone gu ambulanc
boy divisi tomorrows mon g ambulan
boy divis tomorrows mo g ambula
boy divi tomorrows m g ambul
boy div tomorrows g ambu
boy di tomorrow g amb
boy d tomorro g am
boy tomorr g a
bo tomor g a
b tomo g a
b tom g a

i have 30 minutes before i leave to work so time to eat, clean a bit, make my bed (different from cleaning since it never happens), and feed my fish before work :)

funny how while measurments are different for countries theres only two ways of saying the time :)

have a good day mcrmy :)

im feeling much better today despite the fact people were stupid to me again. im too nice way to much. but last night i was really depressed and i just wanted to say im feeling much better.

m
mc
mcr
mcr s
mcr sa
mcr sav
mcr save
mcr saved
mcr saved m
mcr saved my
mcr saved my l
mcr saved my li
mcr saved my lif
mcr saved my life
mcr saved my lif
mcr saved my li
mcr saved my l
mcr saved my
mcr saved m
mcr saved
mcr save
mcr sav
mcr sa
mcr s
mcr
mc
m

s
so
som
some
someo
someon
someone
someone s
someone sa
someone sav
someone save
someone save m
someone save me
someone save m
someone save
someone sav
someone sa
someone s
someone
someon
someo
some
som
so
s

i feel alone again
i feel done
i want to be done
i cant do this anymore
i cant hide away anymore
this is no life worth living
it feels like im quickly losing everything and everyone fast

dont tell me it will be okay its not that simple anymore

funny the one who loves you most (says they do) can simply be with someone else
and thats how easy it can be to let someone go... dont make me hang by this rope waiting and watching. im sufficating

im sorry but if i say "Im really depressed again. my mom and sister blew up at me."
i cant just be happy because you are it doesnt work that way at all

its odd really.
the effects one person can have on so many
but what no one really sees is...

the one person needs help too
dont believe me?
well that was expecter.

i can seem so strong even at my weakest moments... now would be one of those moments