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"keep your mouth closed dumbass!!!"

thats what i scream at myself everyday
as long as i keep my mouth shut everthing seems to stay calm but the minutei open my mouth fo one reason or another things blow up in my face..

why cant i just learn to shut the fuck up and stick to listening to people instead?

mychemdeathwish is okay!!

i received a message and shes feeling much better.like i said before i dont know her personaly but i was so glad to hear from her :)

no new word from MyChemDeathwish =/

this is a my chem fan who posted a blog reading how they where going to possibly end their life yesturday. this post was so detailed and im so worried for her. shes only 12. i dont know her personaly but a killjoys a killjoy. she hasnt messaged me back and she hasnt posted any new blogs if you happen to know her personaly please contact her. she really needs someone right now. =/

ahaha father daughter dance!

im going to one! my sister called today!

carrie: cherise im cooking dinner is there anythng you dont like?
me: ill try anything (dont want to be rude)
carrie: no really is there anything at all cassie doesnt like onions
me: cottage cheese
carrie: peppers or peanuts?
me: allergic to both
carrie: .... see thats good to know

o_o

yeah ive been through it... (almost put all but cant)

ive been:

kicked
punched
shoved
tackled
wrestled
knocked to the grouned
shoved into lockers
tied up in closets
left in a darkbasement (4 yrs)
raped
cut
and burned

but ive risen from the ashes
delt with the scares
erased the pencil markes
found the light
loosened the knots and ran away
and fought back

i learned even though theres so much pain it takes less to get rid of it all.
just takes the guts to make a stand and do it

#3 no self harm posts

look at the rules to the left... i mean right. it says no self harm posts. im not afraid to admit. i have but not to say. "hey im cutting right now!" its to say "hey i want to cut im trying to stop but i need someone to vent to."
how strict is this rule? earlier today there was a girl who said goodbye to us all. i freaked out. im still really worried theres no way i can find out if shes okay. but because of that post im worried and can do nothing. she said goodbye to us and her family and friends.
how should i feel??
any thoughts?

NOTE: yes i posted this earlier but this is important to

#3 no self harm posts

look at the rules to the left... i mean right. it says no self harm posts. im not afraid to admit. i have but not to say. "hey im cutting right now!" its to say "hey i want to cut im trying to stop but i need someone to vent to."
how strict is this rule? earlier today there was a girl who said goodbye to us all. i freaked out. im still really worried theres no way i can find out if shes okay. but because of that post im worried and can do nothing. she said goodbye to us and her family and friends.
how should i feel??
any thoughts?

hmm what to post what to post what to post?? this weekend??

THANK GOD ITS OVER!!!!
ahahah
i dont believe in god lol
sorry if i offened anyone
^_^

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