just bord on my loner day
watching SUCKER PUNCH!!! greatest movie ever :D
also computer still not working but my nephews letting me use his!! i love him sometimes.
for the record im 19 hes 18... im not super old or anything XD
so computer isnt working so im stuck with the stupid ps3
i have come way to far to turn back to my old self!
if that ever happens... please smack me in the face!!!
this weekend i finally bought something ive wanted for a long time......
A LIGHT SABER!!!!!
"if we were straight we would be perfect for eachother" -my gay friend joey ^_^
love him so much
it makes my day even though its escape the fate and not MCR lol
its only been 3 weeks but hes gotten so close. today i realized im only into girls. the idea of actually being with a guy scares me. i cant stand them as anything more than friends. i have awesome guyfriends though just... a boyfriend isnt happening again... im lesbian.
LOVE ME HATE ME I DONT CARE ^_^
as alot of people know ive been upset and depressed. i cut again and ive been beating myself up for it. i cant beleive i did that!!! if this band ever met me theyd hate me for sure!
tuesday i was ready to kill myself i got everything settled with my friends and i was content with the idea but then a bands lead singer at this scream show i went to did this speach and unknowingly got in my face. he seriously brought me back down alot. when i thanked him he said i made him feel alot better too. that made me smile so much! :D
me: hey how are you?
bf: good at a friends house for once and thinking about you:)
me: teehee lol
bf: and how are you... other than MCR?
me: XD so true all MCR all the time... and better than yesturday