now im writting more than ever im so happy!!
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
 bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[X] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
 wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out
so its been going around that just because gerard way's wrist was wrapped at saturdays show in new jersey that he must be a selfharmer...
i cant believe anyone would stoop low enough to start that roumor. i dont believe it for one secound. anything could have happened to him.
he has spoken against self harming for years now why would anyone think he would go against his own words especilly a so called fan of MCR.
please dont believe everything you hear. i like to get to the bottem of roumors. not believe them the minute they come up.
gerard way is not at this moment known to be a selfharmer
"not knowing youd change from just one bite."
love him fir this one. this band saved my life and i will never forget that.
welcome to the black parade famous last words was the song that did it
but he desighned this one just for me so i said it could be my first :)
please tell me what you think
depression is a funny thing really.
only you get to choose how you feel no matter whats going on in your life
may it be divorced parents, moving, friends, family, even abuse
how you feel about it all and react to it all is your own choice.
yeah i still have my moments
where i feel like i want nothing more to do with anything
but i find reasons to snap out of it
and remeber whats really important
i havnt eaten a proper meal since thursday... its tuesday now and its still not happening yet im going to pizza hut tonight for my friends birthday... maybe ill eat right then but i highly doubt that too... im a horrible person sometimes
writting a fanfic and now off to bed. have a goodnight and dont wollow in your own problems.
so heres the deal... naaa my opinion on the subject.
gerard and frank did the act on stage to she the audiences that its okay to be bi, gay and all that.
the fanfics are all imagination and they know that for a fact. by the littlest things happening a fans mind can wonder alot. its your choice to read their stories though.
none of it really bothers me. i write fanfics but not ferards. no bad reason i just dont.
the one part of MCR fanfics that i dont like and that i do come across sometimes is waycrest and baycrest.
if you dont know what these are its fanfics when gerard is with mikey and
good thing i am. i havnt told much of anyone not even my best friend but i start therapy may 14th. i hate the sound of that but guess what ill admit i have plenty problems of my own but hey im working on it... have a good day :)
this movie used to scare the crap out of me and now i just laugh at the thought