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sidtastic007...... a sibling in need of help

EVERYONE THIS IS A CALL OUT FOR HELP!!
IM CALLING OUT TO OUR FAMILY THE MCRmy

please help this person in the title. they are in need of it. they want to take their life for mistakes that have been made.
please look at their profile for more details and message them. help them know theyre not alone and they bhave us.

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check this out!!!

frank-iero.com

frank posted a blog its a story really. short story.
it really made me think.
i think its just a story he didnt mean for it to mean this but heres what i took from it
the fans who are hating on mikey way are the wolves
and mikey is the bear. he made a mistake and for that hes being attacked for it.
read and youll see :)

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guess i was wrong

i thought when a person became depressed their friends were ment to be there for them. you know? be understanding and all that shiz... boy was i wrong.

yesturday as alot of you know was a VERY bad day for me. well the friend whos supposed to be there for me no matter what abandoned me. i pissed her off with my uncontroled emotions (need pills to help) and she just left me alone to deal with it myself.

i dont know about yall but i just think, now that im not super depressed, wow was that messed up! and now she wont talk to me about any of her feelings or anything... do yall think this is right? i just feel abandoned mayjorly

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hey guys im sorry

earlier i was super depressed. well suicidal to be honest.

but im doing better. i exercised, dyed my hair, and ive been writing some.
i feel horrible for things i said to a friend so now im writing somethng for her too.
but depression didnt win this time.

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hey guys im sorry

earlier i was super depressed. well suicidal to be honest.

but im doing better. i exercised, dyed my hair, and ive been writing some.
i feel horrible for things i said to a friend so now im writing somethng for her too.
but depression didnt win this time.

the one time i know who i want to talk to and need to talk to more than anyone else in the world and they get offline... this sucks so much
im depressed like super duper depressed. for the first time in years i had a plan. well have a plan. i feel so unneeded. i cant speak in this house with these people. an ending wouldnt shock them at all. they would go on with their lives without a care in the world im sure.

can i please be done?

i hurt the one who means the most to me in the world and my not ex... ever since shes been home its like she doesnt want to talk to me either. i dont know what im going to do for the next hour and after i work out... nothing.

i dont want to go back to the hospital for this.

the one time i know who i want to talk to and need to talk to more than anyone else in the world and they get offline... this sucks so much
im depressed like super duper depressed. for the first time in years i had a plan. well have a plan. i feel so unneeded. i cant speak in this house with these people. an ending wouldnt shock them at all. they would go on with their lives without a care in the world im sure.

can i please be done?

i hurt the one who means the most to me in the world and my not ex... ever since shes been home its like she doesnt want to talk to me either. i dont know what im going to do for the next hour and after i work out... nothing.

i dont want to go back to the hospital for this.

the one time i know who i want to talk to and need to talk to more than anyone else in the world and they get offline... this sucks so much
im depressed like super duper depressed. for the first time in years i had a plan. well have a plan. i feel so unneeded. i cant speak in this house with these people. an ending wouldnt shock them at all. they would go on with their lives without a care in the world im sure.

can i please be done?

i hurt the one who means the most to me in the world and my not ex... ever since shes been home its like she doesnt want to talk to me either. i dont know what im going to do for the next hour and after i work out... nothing.

i dont want to go back to the hospital for this.

the one time i know who i want to talk to and need to talk to more than anyone else in the world and they get offline... this sucks so much
im depressed like super duper depressed. for the first time in years i had a plan. well have a plan. i feel so unneeded. i cant speak in this house with these people. an ending wouldnt shock them at all. they would go on with their lives without a care in the world im sure.

can i please be done?

i hurt the one who means the most to me in the world and my not ex... ever since shes been home its like she doesnt want to talk to me either. i dont know what im going to do for the next hour and after i work out... nothing.

i dont want to go back to the hospital for this.

the one time i know who i want to talk to and need to talk to more than anyone else in the world and they get offline... this sucks so much
im depressed like super duper depressed. for the first time in years i had a plan. well have a plan. i feel so unneeded. i cant speak in this house with these people. an ending wouldnt shock them at all. they would go on with their lives without a care in the world im sure.

can i please be done?

i hurt the one who means the most to me in the world and my not ex... ever since shes been home its like she doesnt want to talk to me either. i dont know what im going to do for the next hour and after i work out... nothing.

i dont want to go back to the hospital for this.