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one last tour to say goodbye?

just one last tour, to say goodbye to us all. give us one last chance to thank you all. i would give anything to thank you one last time. just to scream it from the many people who came to watch you. to jump in the pits one last time just for you. please guys just one more time. this goodbye came from nowhere. im okay with a no but i have to try and ask please just one more time. for the ones you saved to say fairwell one last time. i would give anything.

to all you fans out there
sign this and show how much these guys mean to you. as human as they may be they are heros to me and always will be

http://www.change.org/en-GB/petitions/my-chemical-romance-have-one-last-...

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im so lost

its not only the band saying theyre over.
no thats just another addition to whats going on in my life
yeah i have a great boyfriend
yes i have a car
but i feel like i have no family anymore
and i know i have no home.
in a week ill be homeless and then what?

i need one good cry
one good scream
one person to say im by your side every step of the way
i wish things never changed last year
i wish my mom didnt think i was nothing but a screw up

the jokes arent helping
these tears are falling and with no one left
im sure ill be drowning

so long and goodnight

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another night with too much on my mind

a poem i wrote last night
thinking about making it into a song

sitting in bed looking at the damage
damage frome the blade ive come to love
love that makes me hate myself more and more
more every moment these scars arent gone

gone is where i would like to be most
be most kind to everyone through all these lies
lies that no one will ever see
see through the mask hiding your fears

fears to show emotion
emotion being sadness
sadness brining tears
tears through all these years

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im still alive dont worry ive checked!

sorry guys i dont post much.
but im still alive dont worry!
i have a new favorite movie!
its called pitch perfect! greatest movie in the world!!

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afternoon

eating oreos
writing poetry
listening to conventional weapon
about to clean my room
about to put away laundry

pretty loner accomplished afternoon and only 2 pm :)

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Mikey Mikey Mikey

Mikey Way
What can I say?
peoples been freaking out all day

this is his life
we are not in it
so please stop throwing
such a fit

hes not a bad person
only human really
stop being so cold
youre making it chilly

you dont know the truth
just drop it
its no MCRmy
im done with this s***

so i wrote this back when everyone was freaking out ove mikey.
i believed and still believe nothing but this is how i vented my
anger towards the MCRmy

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Almost didnt write this

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OH GOD WHY DID I JUST WONDER THAT?!?!?!

i just looked up at my My Chem posters and wondered why i like this band so much...

WTF SERIOUSLY!!!!

you know youre depressed when you dont even look up to the ones who saved your life anymore.
whats wrong with me today?!!?

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WORK WORK WORK... and this is what my lifes come to...

AND IM LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!!

going to work on my 1 day off this week!
hate it but eh its something to do :D

and look at this group of amazing while im out :D

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Thought of the day:

What do you think Frank Iero's dog to child ratio is?

if youre unsure of what a ratio is heres an example:
2 apples to every 4 grapes so
4 apples to 8 grapes

makes sence? hope so!
now tell me what you think the answer is :D