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Funny moment; had to share.

My came over the other day and I was on instagram (well, statigram online because my phone it's all fancy) looking at MCR pictures and I started choking on my drink. So my friend was like "Wouldn't it be ironic if you died while looking at MCR pictures?"
I was just like "Yes, yes it would." xD
I thought it was funny, lol.

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Why am I just now hearing this?

Okay, so I knew MCR did a cover of this song, and I'd only heard it once like a REALLY long time ago, but I just listened to this and the cover and I'm just like...OMG. This song is awesome! Why am I just now hearing this? Am I the only one who, after hearing this for the first real time, knew things would be slightly different after the song ended? I just...love it. It not only has a really good beat to it, kinda catchy, but I like what the song is saying. It's pretty straight forward, but it's kinda like 'the grass is always greener on the other side'. Rich people might say, "Man, they look like they're having so much fun." and the poor (or the common people) are just like, "I wish I had money like that!" There is no 'perfect life', and that's what I think this song is trying to say. :)

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I told my math teacher to shut up xD

Yes, and I'm still alive. Haha. I think I earned like a million points from everyone in my class for having the guts to do it. One of the guys in my class now refers to me as 'Fearless Bastard'. :P But it isn't exactly how it sounds...
We were working on a math sample and I turned mine in. When my teacher checked it, he called me over and kind of hinted at my mistake: I wrote 6 squared = 30 instead of 36. So, feeling stupid, I go back and change it, but when I turn it in again, he uses mine as an example how dumb mistakes can mess it up, and I'm lucky he let me fix it. And then he was like, "Yeah, Spencer thought six times six was thirty..." in kind of a joking tone. So I was just like, "Shut up!" in a whining tone. And EVERY EYE in that room grew 5 times the regular size and looked at me like....dude, you're screwed. xD

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I can't be her friend.

OH MY GOD. I can't take it anymore. I have this "friend" who came to our school last January and she joined our group pretty quickly. (Not that it's an exclusive group, lol) But she came right around the time I REALLY got into My Chemical Romance. And ever since, EVEN NOW, every time I mention MCR or do something related to it, she rolls her eyes and says terrible things about them. Calling them faggots, gay, weirdos...UGG. I really cracked during lunch today when I was talking to my friend. I said, "God, it's like Frank's the only one who's roof didn't get blown off from the hurricane!" And she boldly, loudly, with a completely straight and serious face, said, "What if everyone in MCR died?" I just sat there staring at her like...seriously? She continued with, "You would probably just be crying on the floor and dying!" Then she laughed. I almost cried right there. Last week she kept telling me that Gerard was dead, screaming it in my ear and laughing.

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I made a couple MCR banners.

The 2nd one is kind of older but the first one I made last night. I have the 2nd one hanging up in my locker. Thank god my locker partner is an MCR fan too. :P Haha.
I kind of just want some input on these and what to do. I used to take graphic requests and stuff and I did this all the time. I've gotten really good, but I officially closed my site on December 7th, last year. (It opened on May 5th) I closed because I didn't have time due to school. I still don't have much time but I miss it SOOOO much. I need advice. :/

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I was too tired to post this last night. :P

This is the best picture I have of my Halloween (Ieroween) costume, the rest are still on my friends camera. But OMG I looked awesome. x3 I can't stop smiling! I look kind of weird in the picture but I don't care. The only problem is that I'm like BLIND and I wear glasses so it kind of killed the effect. xD
Ugg...I have conferences today. I can't wait for my dad to see why I want to stab my ears out in homeroom and math. The teacher never shuts up. -_- *sigh* Wish me luck, and I hope everyone had a great Ieroween!

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My jacket came!!!!!

EEEEP! X3 I'm so happy! It came just in time too. It's my Halloween(Ieroween) costume. I'm SOOOO excited. My friends doing my makeup. CAN'T WAIT!
Also, there was a vollyball game during school today, staff vs. students. I, in my stupidity, volunteered with my friend to be in the panther suit. (The panther is our school mascot.) We switch who's in the suit every time there's an event, and only 8th graders are allowed to do it. And let me just tell you, it was like a living HELL in that thing! It was hot, but that was the least of my worries. I couldn't see shit! Half way through, I had to switch off with my friend and I led her around. THANK GOD. I probably sucked because you're supposed to be all upbeat, but I don't care. I don't plan on doing that again any time soon.

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I can't even FATHOM my anger!

Math tests are stupid. -_- Last month we took an important state test on the computer and none of us had even seen 90% of the stuff on that test! It was ALL new to us. Toady when we got the results back our math teacher chewed us out because we all sucked. He said we didn't take the test seriously and didn't take enough time. It's like, seriously?! Going slower isn't going to make you know the material more! It's just gonna make you plot to kill everyone in the room so you can stop.

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I'm so scared...help?

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There's just not enough time...

I'm exhausted from, well, life. It's kicking my ass right now. I feel like I'm running a a marathon and I have NO time to stop and do the things I want or need to do. I get up, go to school, wait at the library for two hours for my dad to pick me up because my life SUCKS, go to the store with him, come home, do homework, do chores and go to bed. Nowhere in that equation is anything I want to do. No art; no music; no writing. It's killing me. There's just not enough hours in my stupid little days. I haven't worked on my story in over a week; my arts been untouched for four days; and I've been limited to the time for ONE song while I'm getting ready for bed. It's ridiculous. I barely had time to do this but I'm just so stressed out. I need to vent. School is taking over, and I don't wanna let it win. I miss writing, and sketching, and listening to music, and reading for FUN! Is that too much to ask? Ugg...