pseudonym blue's blog

Happy New Year, everyone! Be careful if you're going out tonight, don't hurt yourselves. If, like me, you're staying in, then have a great time. Don't drink too much.
Next year . . . is going to be a great year. I changed so much this year - I know I'm not the only one - and now everything is going to be different. Different for the better.
I hope we can all make the most of this year <3

I haven't been on here in a while, so I just wanted to say good night and, if you read this tomorrow, good morning. Try to do something tomorrow/today to make you or someone else happy. Listen to music that makes you feel good.
I'm in a good mood right now. Goodnight, everyone :)

that I'm gay, and they freaked out but they're alright with it. I feel like I should have waited a few years to tell them, but oh well, I got it over with. I shock myself sometimes.

I cried. MCR, I love you. I was feeling awful about myself, and then I came home to this song. Thank you so much <3

I think that today a lot of us are thinking about just how ugly the world really can be. Those kinds of things just don't surprise me, really; there are terrible people everywhere, doing bad things and making the world ugly, making it the place that is today. That's just the way some people are.

Well, I just now thought that it's important to remember that while there are people out there everyday making the world uglier, there are still people that work hard everyday to make the world more beautiful. Not beautiful in the sense of fake, or visually pleasing; I mean people making the world better. People like the members of MCR. So we can't give up on our hopes for humanity until those people are gone forever; and I think that they're a bit immortal, and that new ones come along all the time.

Don't forget to study and ask for help, everyone.
I know, schoolwork sucks, but we all want to graduate, right? I got some help with math and it helped me a lot, and I'd recommend asking your teachers for any possible makeup work and asking them how to do things, how things work, studying tips, what to read, etc. I seriously think that I'll get good grades if I actually study. So I will study.
And so should all of you. Just putting that out there.
But then again, don't overstress or anything; you've got to be realistic in your expectations and take care of yourself.
I just thought I should post this, to give some people a bit of extra motivation. Nothing much to blog about right now.

I told them both, I'm proud of myself. Thanks a lot to the killjoys that wished me luck and gave me encouragement <3 It went well with both of them :)

I hope you all have a nice day :)

Alright, so I'm going to try coming out to two of my friends at school this morning, and I'm putting this on here so that I have to do it and I can't back out, because if I tell people I will I might actually do it. Right, so, wish me luck! I hope you all have a good day.
GRAVITY DON'T MEAN TOO MUCH TO ME <3
Also, I don't own the video.

I'm going to do the two lines thing, but when you write 'very much alive' on your arms 'in support' of people who self-harm, I'd just like to note that the wording is wrong.

I don't support people hurting themselves; when I write 'very much alive' on my arm tomorrow, it'll be to show support for people who are hurting and to remind them that people care, that they're not alone and that their lives WILL get better, and in the hope that one day they will feel good enough that they won't feel the need to hurt themselves anymore.

Also, I think it's a bit of a reminder to all of us, no matter what we're going through, that we can all be VERY MUCH ALIVE. I love that quote so much <3

There are a lot of Killjoys on here that are dealing with a lot of things going on in their lives. So am I - all people have their own circumstances, both positive and negative. But please, everyone, don't let the negative ones outweigh the positive parts of your lives. Just the past Tuesday I was crying hysterically; since then I've realized that I hate doing that, feeling that way, and I'm working hard on trying to overcome those feelings. I hope that we can all work hard and feel better.

In the meantime, please don't give up on feeling better or hurt yourself if you feel like it isn't working. Those things won't improve your life - but if you try hard to avoid hurting yourself and instead work on making yourself feel better then you will feel much better. I hope that if anyone on here is unhappy, you'll start thinking about how you can make your life better.
Stay beautiful/Keep it ugly <3