PonchoClown's blog

So I had a lovely present in the mail this morning. It was my Kobra Kid jacket and I LOVE IT! It fits well and is so fucking comfortable to wear :)

At this point of time, it is okay that we feel pissed off and, betrayed, if you would. However, one thing that I have learned through life is to forget the little issues and problems that stare us in the face and continue to walk further into the future. What I am saying is that, once all of our emotions are drained and we have calm down we should let what has happened go and focus on the wonderful bright future of our MCR family. Michael Pedicone is an asshole for what he did and I am happy that there is a result where he is out of our family for good.

Hello,

To all Killjoys bracing for Hurricane Irene, good luck and stay safe.

So, first thing. I am anxiously awaiting the day that my jacket arrives and I can finally wear it and see if I will magically ttransform into Mikey Way (hahaha). But I have wanted this jacket for so long and it should hopefully arrive in Australia very very soon.

Secondly, I meet one of the most influential people in my life on the weekend. As you know I am a huge sports nut and racing is in my blood. Yes, MCR are very influential on me, but this guy, indirectly, kept me motivated to stay active and fit. And because of that, I lost a hell lot of weight. I used to be nearly 100kg overweight and now I am down to 80kg. Still a long time to go before I reach my target, but I have someone to keep my motviated. He is a really nice guy and I was so very pleased to have met him.

So, I had to work in the pouring rain today. It is winter here in Australia, it was cold and it decided to rain. All I am waiting for now is that nice sickness we call a 'cold' to come and bed-ridden me for a couple of days or weeks.

Just by the way, I have been informed Mikey has a cat called Bunny (which I honestly didn't know of because I am not a stalker who knows the names of Mikey's pets) So yeah, not Bunny Way... this is Bunny Small :)

Everywhere I go, I hear people off this site, on twitter and facebook saying that they aren’t good enough to reach their dream or saying that there are people in their lives stopping them from doing what they love.

I was once that type of person. I love music and wanted to be a lead singer to a band and my family laughed at me and some of my closest friends did as well. However, they had never heard me sing and when I did they were a lot harsher on me, they even confirmed to me I had a voice. But no one wanted me to use it. But I sang louder and now I am in a band.

There's a question that has always been on my mind and the answer I believe to be difficult to answer... How do you know the person you are with is Mr/Miss Right?

I have recently started dating a man and too be completely honest I am scared to what my future will be. I am scared because growing up I was always a loner and the guys I had crushes on ran a million miles away from me after I have expressed my fondness of them. I am questioning what this guy sees in me. However, I like him and I am very interested. But I have a fragile heart, a heart that is already broken into pieces and there is only one piece literally still in place. Will this guy mend my heart or will he break the last piece I have left? More importantly, is he the one?

I am scared to go to work. Its my first job and it will be my first day and I am excited, but I'm scared and I am happy. I hope my first day is a good one and that I am able to help customers and perform my job well. Wish me luck MCRmy!