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Happy birthday, Mikey Way!
You're an amazing inspiration and person and you've inspired and taught me (and many others) so much.
You definitely deserve the best day today.
I wish with all of my heart that you'll never leave MCR, and that you will keep being you, no matter what.
Thanks for being the most awesome, amazing, inspirational and perfect bass player ever.

Sincerely Kobra Patch and hopefully the rest of the MCRmy and MCR

I really want a pair of skeleton gloves (like Frank's)
THESE BRIGHT LIGHTS HAVE ALWAYS BLINDED ME
I like the new MCR logo
I want MCR5 now
Taylor Swift will perform on VMAs tonight
I'll go up in the middle of the night to watch it
I love finding similarities between me and Mikey/Gerard/Frank/Ray
THE ENDING OF YOUR LIFE
My school's loud
I don't like some of my teachers
I have finally got Bullets and LOTMS
LOTMS made me fucking emotional
I need more sleep
Take me to Narnia
lalalalalalala
"That is mahogany!"
TTHE DAMAGE YOU'VE INFLICTED
I sometimes google words just to spell them right
Are you bored?
Bye
Nah, just kidding
I'm not done yet
Lauren Graham is a good actress
So is Alexis Bledel
Gilmore Girls
FTWWS (fuck the whole wide school)
Yay, it's Friday tomorrow
No, wait, it's Thursday tomorrow D:
No, I'm joking, it's Friday tomorrow
Did I trick you?
IMAGINARY WEDDING GOWN THAT YOU CAN'T WEAR IN FRONT OF ME
I love the bass in Give 'Em Hell, Kid

Okay, so yesterday I go my times for guitar lessons, and, I don't know, they're weird.
On Thursdays I got this really big hole in my schedule, so I was like "Maybe I can have a guitar lesson here?", 'cause it would've been perfect.
But then the other girl in my class, who also plays guitar, wanted to have a lesson there too, so I just got the half hole (twenty minutes, we're supposed to have fourty each week), which means I will have 40 minutes to kill before my next lesson.
Anyway, I had found four times when I could have a guitar lesson, but then it shows that
1. On Mondays when I could, my guitar teacher couldn't
2. He wasn't even on the school on Tuesdays
3. The other girl hade taken the last hole
So the only thing that would work was having a guitar lesson before school on Thursdays, so I have two lessons on one day right now, which pretty much ruins the idea of two lessons instead of one.
I'm actually fine with that, though.

So right now I'm listening to 30 Seconds To Mars, and I think they're really good. Before I'd only heard L490, but then I didn't listen to any of their other songs.
I've actually had in mind a couple of times to listen to something more from them, but I haven't done it until now.
Well, now I'm gonna keep listening to them and try to make a birthday present for my dad.

Stay beautiful, keep it ugly.
xo

1. I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - MCR
2. Dead! - MCR
3. House Of Wolves - MCR
4. Disenchanted - MCR
5. Next To You- Anthrax
6. I Don't Love You - MCR
7. SING- MCR
8. If This Was A Movie - Taylor Swift
9. There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet - P!ATD
10. Concede Repent Destroy - FVK

I don't know why I cry, but I know it's because of my dad.
He was just in my room and talked about how I should ask more questions and that it seems like I don't care about anyone.
He doesn't understand the fact that I'm more open with people I feel comfortable with, than with people I barely know, like his fiancée and her kids.
And then he asked if I was lonely, cause I always go straight home after school.
He doesn't think you can have friends on the internet, which I have.
And after 6-7 hours with the same people you don't always feel like spending another 3 hours with anyone of them.
My dad wants me to be a f*ckin perfect daughter without eyeliner and that is so extremly social she could win a medal for it.
Sorry, dad, but no matter how much you try I will never bacome that person.

Now I'm gonna listen to MCR and think about that I can move out in 4 years.

Stay beautiful, keep it ugly.

I just wanna say that I'm so proud of Gerard for being clean and sober for eight years now. I'm a pretty new fan of MCR, so I actually found out today that he's been clean for eight years today, but that doesn't make me less happy and proud.
You know, I've found out a lot since I started to listen to them. Most important is probably that I've found an army/family that always supports me.
So congratulations to Gerard for being clean for 8 years, and thanks to MCR and the MCRmy for being such amazing people.

xo

/Kobra Patch

I just watched the whole Watchmen only to hear Desolation Row in the end, and, as a plus, the movie was really good. I wanna read the comic now, but I don't know where to get it pretty cheap.
Well, I'll hopefully figure something out...
I also watched the music video for Desolation Row a few (alright, many) times on the second disc, and the part where Gerard talks about Watchmen... Well, also that was seen more than once.
Oh, and one more good thing. I bought Taylor Swift's perfume Wonderstruck today :D
I've been wanting it since I heard about it for the first time, but they haven't had it in Sweden until now. It smells wonderful, but I don't wanna waste it.
Dilemma, huh?

Stay beautiful, keep it ugly and NEVER let them take you alive.

/Kobra Patch

This day is so much better than it was six hours ago.
I was at the doctor and had some kind of tube in my nose which hurted pretty much this morning, and then I went to a store to buy a vest I've been wanting for months, and of course there was none left. So me, my mum and my brother ate lunch at the mall, and then I saw my crush who has a girlfriend (he didn't see me, I think) and at that moment I just felt so small and low.
When we got home, though, there was a package and in it was my Lady of Sorrows hoodie, so then I got like really super mega happy.
And now I've been packing for our trip while listening to MCR and just watched my new hoodie (it was too hot to wear it), so yeah, this day is really good now.
I like being happy :)

Isn't it funny how MCR can turn bad days to good days in less than an hour?

I thought I was over him, but today I checked his profile at facebook and realized that I wasn't.
I'm so close to crying right now, because
1. He has a girlfriend
2. We have never talked irl, still, I'm in love with him
3. I feel stupid.
I'm listening to a playlist I made when I found out he had a girlfriend, seems like the best thing to do right now.
Now Dead! started to play...