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[x] You hate your body.(i think im too thin so im trying to gain weight)
[x ] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x ] You need to be skinnier.
[x ] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day.(i feel sick if i eat too early in the morning)
[x ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 7

[] You are hyper most of the time.
[] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[] You seem to


just filled out all the pre meeting paperwork for my mental evaluation.....

ya know what time it is?

MCRMY WIDE GROUP HUG TIME!!!!!!!!!! *hug* join the hug!! :D :D :D <3 <3


transmissions! y u all static?! has anyone else got an idea?


so i'm getting a mental evaluation in a couple days. just thought i'd let you all know...

ehh. still scared...

thanks for all the support. i told my mom about my depression issues. i didn't really tell her anything but that i've been depressed for a really long time because of bullying and such. so she's taking me to the mental ward at the children's hospital where she works....

so scared!!

i'm going to finally stand up and get help. i'm finally going to tell my mom about my depression. considering i atrempted suicide the other day, i might end up getting put away. but either way, wish my luck!


anyone wanna loan me some money? :D


so how's everyone's day going? :D

author's note!!

My story killed me as I wrote it. I poured out my soul in it. and let me just remind you, the characters and events are based on real things and people in my life. Gerard represented me. Frank represented my best friend Lia and Lia's dad. Mikey represents many many many fucked up people in my life. Elena represents my older brother and my own grandmother. everyone else is purely fictional. many events were embellished with fiction. All but Frank committing suicide. that was completly retold with just a different name.
hoped you loved it.